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2011-11-13T00:48:00.003+08:00

生命美丽，因为有你...

:(

2011-09-08T14:02:00.002+08:00

放了自己

有一種尖銳在心裡擱淺

寂寞時特別強烈

呼吸刺痛糾結

有一些笑臉公式化出現

計算出快樂假面

是痊癒還是上了麻醉

放了自己放了回憶

放了世界不過如此而已

多少慶幸多少風景

再放了之後才清晰

放了自己放了回憶

放了那配不上妳的傷心

你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角殘影

而是新的自己

你有過期待也有過等待

滿腔熱血只無奈

現實報廢浪漫

人群中進行孤單時複習

你的堅強很爭氣

只是怎麼學不會忘記

放了自己放了回憶

放了世界不過如此而已

多少慶幸多少風景

再放了之後才清晰

放了自己放了回憶

放了那配不上妳的傷心

你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角殘影

而是新的自己

放了自己放了回憶

放了世界不過如此而已

多少慶幸多少風景

再放了之後才清晰

放了自己放了回憶

放了那配不上妳的傷心

你該詮釋的不再是悲劇主角殘影

而是新的自己

當那幸福的號誌又一如往常的亮起

笑著放了自己

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2011-07-06T00:31:00.003+08:00

so,take a rubber band and stretch it.then let it go.let it go back to it's original shape.it'll look stretched.then stretch it again.it'll be bigger than the original size correct?stretch it further until you cannot stretch it any longer,what happens?

2011-06-04T23:45:00.001+08:00

itsall

2011-05-14T09:41:00.001+08:00

rubbish

getitoveranddonewith

2011-03-18T01:45:00.002+08:00

okie,it's finally over
everything is now over
OHHH VEEE EEEEE AREEEE RERRRR!

-end-

2011-02-16T20:05:00.004+08:00

hellos?
ehh today will officially mark the start of 3weeks of nothingness
3weeks of lost,searching and just basically __________(dunno what to put here)
just when everything ended,u're being thrown alone
feels as if u're being locked in a room to celebrate joy
nonono celebrate the accomplishment of finishing 3years
hahas sound quite exciting hor?
shld try it,hug a pillow,close the door,shut all the windows and scream to yourself,'congratulations you,*erm* did it!'
HA!actually maybe even not,i dunno if i actually did it but im glad it's all over,cant believe i actually finished everything and got done with everything,really really really must thank God for pulling me through everything,when there was no light at all,He turned it on..when everything was grey,He separated the blacks and whites for me,somehow,there was this little voice which continued saying,"you can do it'' or rather, "there's nothing that you cannot do THROUGH HIM!"i guess it was like a rope at the bottom of the mountain,a rope that tied on to me when i was about to do bungee jumping?the rope which wrote 'hahas,aren't you scared of such stuffs? where do you think you're going'....and to all those whom constantly reminded me of the little hope i might have in myself everytime..THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH...okie ahbyes i think im gg to do some self-reflection, *although i think the mirror will crack*thank you,yes you, reading all these crap,for reading all the way until here....

title?wad title?!

2011-01-09T17:25:00.004+08:00

with some hope of getting into some nice place
i opened the website and checked their requirement..
hahas 3?
3 orh..okie lor 3 then 3 lor..

i tot this was useful,from liza:D

"hang in there ah
at least my side here got problems with the client and chiobu
only
still ah, the like last minute changes
and think that we can produce one good one within one day
you know
if he asks again just be like chiobu ah
since he keep asking like that
ask him back lah
you need to defend yourself a bit ah, later your self esteem go down even lower you know
ppl like you for who you are, they dun like you then dun give a shit ah
in the end the life you live is all about you, so dont take to heart what he say ah
i gg slp ah
night night"

thank you liza:p
yupps you dun like me then dun like lor?i like myself can oredi,also nvr call you to like me,
horhorhorhorhorhorhor?
yupps 5days one week plus and everything would be over
LIKE SERIOUSLY OVER!!
left with charni2,soons okies?

becauseItWasNeverBeenUsedOnMeBefore...

2010-12-10T00:00:00.003+08:00

fyp part1 passed..yes?
an experience i would never wan to experience again
why does it always have to be me whom gets all the everything
so nice to scold lo,must be quite fun ah?
never got scolded this way till this far before
consecutively for 2nights = sleepless
seriously must have been me
doing everything wrongly
what's more after being scolded by people in school
returning home to continue getting scolded by people at home
GREAT JOB WELL DONE:D
must be super well coordinated ah?
next time gather at one place to scold me la so i no need to travel to get scolded
next time okie next time ah?

okies ehh thank God team A project has officially ended
and i came down with quite high de fever..
why am i complaining?
some people dun even get to recover from their fever la!
totally lo okie okies stop complaining ah!

anws thank you bbf for listening to all my complaints and staying with me througout the nite:D although you din managed to study much and lacked sleep:(

on eh nicer note,it's time to fade into the dark
nono not really dark la,lets say it's called surroundings?
and probably pretend that nothing really happened?nono cannot
and take it that im invisible..because 10th december is here liaos
fade fade fade and continue to fade until u're partially gone:D
then turn back and say whoops?i think nobody really realised:)
give yourself a pat on the back and tell yourself "well done! at least you succeeded fading"
nopes,just thoughts,nothing really much

2010-11-23T08:27:00.000+08:00

suddenly people grew more and more interesting..

closure?

2010-11-10T20:58:00.007+08:00

oh nos...please bear with me just for this post..
im just going to crap all the way okies?like seriously
complain about everything like a typical s'porean(tsk tsk)
or you can just click the red cross at the top right hand corner of this window..
yupps thank you very the muchiie..
hahas no wonder not much people wanted to grp together at the beginning:D
cant believe u're older than me
always tot that you were just like many of us
young and ya nice to be with
that you might be an inspiration to the rest of us
whom were quite like slackers?or maybe it was just me..
very good ah?because you're like older means that you could actually bully us
must have been quite fun to keep calling people
then wait for them to walk over and then while people are trying to help you
quickly switch screens or walk away to do something else
like asking people for help that concerns the project but doesn't concern u ah?
i guess it's all got to do with patience and endurance ba
just bear with it and it'll be over soon,quite fast la hor?
(whoops i think this whole piece of junk supposed to be posted long long ago but because of certain circumstances i think this whole piece of post is now irrelevant and i think it shldn't be posted anymore,anws thank you for reading)

living without living with

2010-11-03T01:18:00.002+08:00

"hey,erm you're next"
was the first kinda near death sentence i tot i would get from school
thank God not everyone of us were being called to get analysed:(
questions came like some oral conversation and the answers were like
some kinda no need to think kinda oral presentation
how would you rate yourself over a 100%?
seriously i tot i might fail based on how i grade or would grade myself

din do bsf hw again
*slaps self on the face*
charani2 was kinda slack:)thank kapourRA for his wonderful lesson
dunno why he always doesn't really scold or reprimand ppl for stuffs
the only lecturer that's always so patient with us for everything

sunday was spent talking to mum about stuff
i guess probably God made mum talk to me about it
somehow or rather she just felt that she had to talk to me about it
like it might be God that prompted her to speak such words
or rather like discuss such topics
and dad just sat there doing his usual
arghh...and then monday was spent sadly thinking
thoughtss provoking thoughts
felt as if something kana ripped off
but yupps gotta wait lor i think like the song While I'm Waiting..
anw anws,last sunday's song was quite nice..
it's called 凡事都能做..like through Christ everything is possible
thank God for mum's words budden i dunno if it's right to do
_____ya corrects insert your own text okies?
okies,sorrie for the once again randomed post
and thank you for once again reading..
do lemme know if u're or have been reading okies?
maybe you might like to just tag on/at the tagboard?
probably just a hellos,yousuck,also can..
or like some kinda hellos i read your pathetic blog:)
hahas up to you okies?thank you,
thank you very the muchs:)?

anws tdy's SHERRICK's BIRTHDAY!!!
so...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERRICK!!!!!!!shall try to get you something okies?

Re : to whom it may matter?

2010-10-19T03:36:00.002+08:00

why are people liddat?
what does it take to find out more about something in the norm:(
arghhh,it's like people i guess?
sometimes it's like you seriously cant judge a person by jus the other appearance
or rather how he or she treats some people only
probably the best way to know a person better is like to work with him/her?
try having someone to constantly nag at you like some parents
everyday asking you the same old thing
repeating questions and asking you to take notes for the fun of it
just because they think that your handwriting is waht?NICE?
take the writings,read for quite long then after that ask what happen:D
so fun ah?think it must have been quite fun on your side
sometimes all you need to calm yourself down...
probably is just a cup or a bowl of super spicy nong shim noodles:)
or some tomyam cup noodles:D
thank God for cheers,when all other food outlets are flooded with people
okies 4more weeks till the end of fyp?
dunno already la
i think it must have been quite fun waiting for people to clear up after you leave
hahas at least you no need to clean it up yourself...
well done!!you just earned yourself another credit point
leveled up in smartness..it's the art of making full use of lousy people
people whom are willing to clean up after you:)
hahas dunno why this post so many random smilies:)
like this,:)
okie la...ehh,thank you,whoever you may be...
for reading this random post that is here,dun worry okies?everything will be fine:D
thank you for being there,nono this is seriously serious..

Like Eagles - Don Moen

2010-10-14T02:09:00.001+08:00

ehh share with you something nice okies?
was browsing through nice christian songs when i decided to youtube Don Moen:D
came across this super nice and motivational song...
*click play twice,wait for the song to load then enjoy listening to it okies?*

Like Eagles lyrics
Artist - Don Moen
Album - I Will Sing
Lyrics - Like Eagles

O my soul
Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
It's been told form the beginning
The Lord your God is on your side

O my soul don't be afraid
Hope in the Lord
By His righteousness and power
He will strengthen
He will guide

Chorus:
And I will soar
On wings like eagles
Held by the hand of God
I will run and not grow tired
When on His name I call

For the Lord is never weary
His ways are beyond my thoughts
I will trust in Him
With all my heart
(Repeat verses and Chorus)

And I will rest upon His promise
Patiently I'll wait...
(Repeat Chorus 2 times)

I will trust in Him
With all my heart

And I will rest upon His promise
Patiently I'll wait...

week 5

2010-10-03T04:37:00.002+08:00

yes,corrects,this post was meant to be up long long agos..
last week passed with a blast!
like some tornado just hit and the whole week just passed liddat
nono,kk maybe not so kua zhang ah?
probably like a flash of lightning
thursday and friday was spent in school
like some kinda of camp?no la,it's called night permit
din managed to sleep much tho
thought we were supposed to choing and finish up the work we lagged behind
and like choing more together?
hee, ended up playing music like some indoor classroom kbox
taking turns to play songs like old old super old songs and
trying to find common songs between us,as in the 3,4 of us..
till it was abt 4am...
4AM in the morning:D
until the ppl infront of us were like shhhhs!!!
hahas okie okies,anws was like quite cool

anws,yes last week was like twice a week leiis!!
bukitbatokisneartheendthatswhycallbukitbatokandIMMisatjurongeastNOWTHENIKNOWandnowtheniknowthetimeofmylastbus
kwaychapwithricebakedcurryriceandbittergourdfishsoupwithriceplusshrimpnoodle
and not forgetting teh bing:D thank you Lord,for all the food and the fairlowships:)

okies,dun bother reading those smaller words,it'll only spoil your eyesight further..
anws,ehh this week is like going to be coughing like mad,probably going to cough all my lungs and intestines out:(,some flam came out after i felt like vomitting,the others were like so hard to come out i cried,seriously cried for it to come out:(
dear cranberry juice,i seriously wished you were being sold in school,as in yes,you with the Florida's Natural brand:(How come when you cough your tongue will turn yellow one..and what is bronchitis?Why does too much coughing cause your stomach to feel like siao leh?arghh,okie okies,stop asking so much question and go and sleep okies?

kkkk goodnites eveybodeh?thank you for taking time to read this erm,ya post...do tag if u wish okies?thank you ah...

week4ed

2010-09-29T01:01:00.002+08:00

week 4 :
tues....
a week of quite sian-ness..
started feeling super cold in the lab
when everyone else were like
"did somebody off the aircon?"
ahnors,so choinged off to the stairs to complete color tests:(
dozed off whilst doing
took wed off to see doctor and accompanied mom to buy groceries?
thank God for a 'personal doctor' :p
like taking turns with bobbyandpot
okies tt was random..
anws destroyed the mood to do anything for the week..
cos ehh,wednesday leiis:(

then came thursday,celebrated belated birthdays of some sec. school friends..
hee the two of them super funnys and like din change since secondary school
still as crappy and like ya(i dunno how to describe)
it's like more of the bishans people..
missed secondary school,the foods and particularly some teachers
whoops?
we actually walked back to school to see if it's still open,from blk 155,st 13,i think?
hahas...ehh,then walked to j8 to dunnodowhat..

anws,then it was the weekends
weekends..are always nice..
especially the friday
CRANBERRY JUICE:)
i think it's good for almost everything,hee,receipe from mom..
thank you for friday:)and thank God for giving me friday..
thank God for this opportunity to still be here blogging..

i think i seriously shld be kicked out of bsf
dunno why am i still in it mans..
shld be killed for not doing it
arghhhs...super bads..okie okies,shall go do nows okies?
kk byebyes ah?
and yupps,thank you for taking time to read this
super duper 'law-sawed' post:)

week4,on the way...

2010-09-20T19:36:00.003+08:00

yes it's week4 of fyp
seems super slack still
although there's like so many things already done
keep having the 'not doing alot of things' de feeling
yes,i think im like super slack la
like they shld kick me seriously outta the group!

anws tt's not really the point ah?
thank God for a nice weekend last week

friday was a disappointed joy:D
places that a noob like me would nvr get to go
highest with the supposingly most hygienic air but the worst oxygens:)
but thank you:p very very much....

saturday was a sleep-in kinda rest day,brought the MC children to the park to see some MP?
they had lion dance,dragon dance and lantern carrying plus sparkles playing
super 'ri naos' then all you needed was to lend the nds out,play a movie that they weren't
really interested in then they'll stop jumping around:)
looking after children
that din really needed looking after de..

sunday was spent late to church,filming teachers for gradpresentation
heading back to the kindergarden section
seeing how things changed over the years since i was in kindergarden till nows
super different,although some of the teachers are like same..
i guess the syllabus and things they do in sunday school changed as well...
budden it was nice to be back and witness their sunday school
think the teachers must be quite stressed cos most of the parents were there
whilst the sunday school took place...
nydiatimmybobandryan:)

okie okies...shall continue to pray for God's guidance in the next step to come..
His presence in us that will never fail to bring us through it
thank you Lord,thank you so much:)
one person downnnnn:(

thank you:)

2010-09-13T02:33:00.002+08:00

this(last) weekend was the longest weekend i ever had!
seriously seriously seriously!!
the fastest fyp week in the first two weeks
4days of project with the last
quite memorable
thank God for super hilarious grp members
one super blur,one super funny,one super serious and not forgetting one super idunnowhat

soope friday was...one word : cool
no la got alot of words..
enjoyable,fun,interesting,shocking('cua tio'),experiencable...
from the breakfast with the simplest things you might find on earth,enjoying God's wonderful creation called the sun, the sun tanning(which failed),everywhere under the sun?to the exploring places you've never been to before and never expect yourself to be there,to the never ending walks instead of taking buses:)with the firmestSolid:p, to the satay nite
cabbing home once again:( with wonderful ppl..

sunday was kinda brightened cos of funny crazy ppl in the sound room
nite was spent talking bout XZ
and walking for 1 and a 1/2 hours finding the crab place to eat dinner
"shld have called YOU DUMBO!!"(yes someone please tell me that)
walked from amk mrt station till BLK 232 Amk Ave 3!!!
the crap CRABBED place!!
yes,i kay kianged and walked till amk st 22 so the cab uncle i flagged
told me to walk abit more further up then reach
too bad i din understand wad was walk abit more then reach
went one big round and unknowingly ended up in the same place:)
so decided to talk cab again,
then the another cab driver lost his way
hahas not only i dunno where's the amk ave 3 blk 232 lor
he made quite a big round too lei:(
anws,thank God for protecting me throughout
the whole 1plus hour searching for the place....
yeps..okies

okies,week3 of FYP!!

uh..

2010-09-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

hellos?
it's week 2 of fyp
12weeks with 11weeks left
and this week has only 4days
praise the Lord:) thank you J,for the nice msg
that lit up my whole week:)
fyp ppl are super funny
hid at the stairs to eat lunch:p
we can just sit down there behaving normally and then start laughing like siao the next
dunno why also..i think it's like the laughter is the best medicine
so yupps smile and tell yourself it's okie
after all it might be over tomorrow:D
thank God for the self-declared break and the absence of the lecturer
from today's daily bread ↓
If you know that God's hands is in everything, you can leave everything in God's hands

thank you for the great big hug,best ever received

hellos?

2010-09-03T00:47:00.004+08:00

now is fyp ah
fyp is wa-able
and ya okies yes correct
on a brighter note
it's one week almost gone!!!
nothing is almost done olso
quite the sad..
thank God that 4days passed oredi
theresupposedtobeaspacinghere
okies thank you for your assurance..thank you very much
guess that was what i needed...jiayous also okies?
i will,continue to trust you,Lord and i commit all these,these and these...
into your most precious name,in Jesus' name i pray and ask,
Amen...
andtheresupposedtobeanotherspacingheretoo
okies 926 byebyes:)

lastOfTheLast

2010-08-30T01:53:00.003+08:00

hahas i tot it was time i posted something ar?
today marks a milestone in alot of things
like the end of subbing for moonsweat
cooperating with team b as their pianist
sadly,not able to meet the standards of mr moonsweat:(
still must play properly!!
arghh,cant play properly,keeps on repeating notes like siao
like some retard playing piano
like a cd that repeats the same track over and over agains:(

today marks the start of FYP
something in which i've heard of but nvr experienced it
so ya!it's time!to really go,and seriously experience it

today marks the end of 3weeks holidays
meaning there might be no more holidays anymore

thank God bokey's birthday is b4 my FYP
thank God for the nice black thing on the hand called eh watch:)
thank God for helping me clear my disk space
thank God for letting me get told off for the lousy playing:D
thank God for the little things and the mighty great things He has done for me
today olso marks the nice interesting impactful sermon that taught me how to give thanks..

i think it's another step i will want to take,okies shhs,enough of rubbish...
dear God,it's another step in which i would like to take
please help me to make wise decisions as i continue to trust in you,
thank you Lord,thank you very much:)

:D (with the widest smile)

2010-08-24T03:55:00.002+08:00

sunday...morning,was moonsweat's last day
thank you for the wake up call
guess it really really helped me to be early
and to deliever the cd
the long bus ride in which i couldn't really sleep on
and the wrong breakfast:(
and the half awaked sundayschool

yay!
thrown down to the downest down:)
i guess sometimes i need that ah
like only if you are told your weaknesses
then you'll only be able to change ah
i think it was horrible,bad and yucks!!DISGUSTING!
ya im talking abt playing the black thing
the huge black thing in which was supposed to be played on
went teoheng after so long
cabbed again cos ya...
whoops?!

anw anws tdy,monday ah?
went to check my teeths
cos the gum there like pain pain one ah
so went to check in the end it was wisdom tooth
wanting to grow out
damaged done was hundred twenty:(
shld have gone some outpatient thingy
din manage to pack the room again
think must wake up early to pack later ah
jx coming over...

last but not least
thank you for telling me
i guess it really mattered to me because it was the first time i heard such things:(
budden i think i will still disagree although it's already being said
thank you for the encouragement
the assurance that i've found:)
most importantly i thank God for you..
and thank God for everything He has provided for me..

:x

2010-08-18T11:10:00.004+08:00

room packing in the midst

mind refragmentation in progress
*shuffle all the cards and divide them neatly into piles*

after talking for 5hours:D
really thank you..
although not all the 5hours is spent talking..
THANK YOU:D(with a super big smiley)
thank you for all the thought processing questions
thank you for pouring out everything although it's like weird and huhhable?!
thank you for sharing all your wonderful experiences with me:)
thank you for all the nice,lovely,interesting advices for me
thank yous for plucking up the biggest courage on earth!!to ya....yes correct...
thank yous for being super patient with me
thank you for digging up all the hidden stuffs and helping me to reflect on it
thank you for helping me to grow in His words
oh no,i think the thanking wun end ah:(
all in all THANK YOU VERY VERY THE MUCHIIE!!

and to the ehhsir that crAshED at the crucial moment
thank you ah?!wa piang...shock olso no need liddat ma
never gimme a chance to record my record down:(
thank you lor...hahas..

okies i think i gtg...
take out all the trash and dusty super long nvr touch
de things into the room and place them into nicer piles?
inception part 2:s...
ahbyes!!
thank you for reading..

p0rtDicks()n:D

2010-08-14T01:53:00.005+08:00

hellos?
hahas yay!i think im back from mls:D
3days 2nights spent with cool ppl
with ARANG INN and 三天三夜..
went in with 3 other families
ehh,okies lemme try and summarise the 3days ah?

first day : driving in
A&W!!!!!
seafood for DINNER!
and pasa malam walk through
extreme walkthrough..
cos din really get anything
most of the shops are like repeated
like only a few differences
maybe the people? and like the price,i think..
saw many cool t-shirt designs budden it's V-necked:(
oh ya!and there was this person selling some 'blessed product'
like wad they take from the temple then super 'ling' one..
YC said we shld set up our own booth to spread the gospel too
like just start it there,take a mic and start telling ppl abt the GOOD news!!
then we, as in the kids ah?
went to some super big supermarket to get breakfast
ended up with abt 3baskets of stuffs
like honeystars,kokocrunch,oreos and biscuits
not forgetting like BREAD and TUNA!!!hahas canned ones ah
flooded the baskets...
then we walked all the way back to the car
and it was time for ARANG INN..hahas..
like 4cars waiting for one person to use ARANG INN's toilet:D
the story behind arang inn,super funny ah
then WJ's dad went in for super long
ahnor tt's abt the first day...super long...

second day : oh no,i think you might fall asleep soon ah?
we had the breakfast we bought
watched lame shows like
ehh shaun the sheep,and Mr Bean,the animated series
whilst breakfasting in my room?:D
laughing at Mr bean talking to his teDDY,(TEAR-DEH)
yupps,and then we went for some assembly of God church
super small but super WA?!
although they sort of used tongues for their.............worship sessions,as in parts...
they kept emphasising on the 'small church with a BiG heart'
sermon was followed by a testimony by one of the ladies
passage was taken from Psalms 37 i think?
barrden i think the sermon was good
reflective enough,although i sat there spamming photos,whoops!!
and then other passages olso ah..
then was lunch which was like some pizza place
opened by some angmo..from some far far away place..
after which was like followed by GO KARTing and...
paintballing..poor fishwell,got spammed by us for taking the flag..
and then seafoodddd,for dinnerrrrr again:D
after that was like karaoke!!after returning back to bathe..
we sang from 9.45pm till 1am:D most of the adults and ppl started leaving
ard like close to 12
only a few of us stayed and it was like a memorable
"三天三夜"time:D
as in hahas tt's the song tt we'll always remember:)

third day : kkkk i shall make it shorter okies?
third day is like repairing mum's car
cos got a super nice sounding alarm:D
then stuck at the hotel quite long
thank God we managed to survive on some jump start till the petrol kiosk
or rather some repair shop..
headed for some tan something something shop b4
having ehh chicken rice ball for lunch..
then went for 2hours,2hours only lo..
of SHOPPIN' hahas..
and after which was straight home
as in stopped at the last pit stop for dinnerrrrr
and then HOME SWEET HOME:D

yay!thank you mum for organising this time's trip
and thank God for keeping us safe in His wonderful hands all these 3 days:D

hahas thank you gff for praying for us:)
yay!!okies i posted finish!!finally!!

oh-vee-eeee-are-rerrrr!!!

2010-08-07T03:28:00.003+08:00

hellos?
me went for tuna's exhibition
hmm,quite nice,interesting and wowable:D

finally it's over
not gg to turn back again
hopefully
the clock strikes 9am
the lab gets more and more crowded
from the screaming of "HOW TO DO?!"
to the asking of "NO TIME OREDI!"
the running in and out of labs
the viewing of photography works at lvl 5
tdy,nono ytd marks the end of my modules life*
with an asterisk:(
just feel like shouting
IT'S OVER!!!at least for now
*crosses fingers*
gone forever,i think?
never coming back
thank God for the extension of one of the datelines,till tuesday
one of the lecturer actually requested that the lab closed at 12am
for the year2s to render their scene finish
at 10pm there were still lecturers walking around to check
one word,COOLNESS!!

okies i think i shall go sleep
cos needa wake up quite early to enjoy
hee,enjoy continue sleeping?
kkkk byebyes,take care my friend
DMM okies?

lastweeklastweeklastweek!

2010-08-03T08:57:00.006+08:00

hahas okies i think it's time to post again la hor?
went for an exciting,okie la quite :D
exciting weekend of concerts
thank you gff for inviting me
and like the questions prompting whether the purpose of going ah?
like whether going is for the Lord or because so and so is going or not going ah..

fri nite : festival of praise concert
hahas finally i know wad is call planetshakers
still thought planetshakers was some band from singapore ah?
the super high type..
and heard of Don Moen,budden dunno who he/she is
at least now i know he's a HE:D
hahas eye-opener la!
*coughstryingtokeepawakethroughoutthesermon
cos stayed up the previous night to do drawing:(
nice message at the end tho
sad to see ppl leaving halfway infront opposite and at the sides:(
like hello ah?ppl like still talking ah?
abit the bad ah just leave liddat,like you know what he's gg to say oredi ah
then can faster leave...whoops...
liddat say ppl olso not so good,just felt that abit the disrespect to the ppl talking
as in the korean guy that gave the sermon..
*din want to leave,coughshopegffdinfeelforcedtostaycosofme:(*
learnt abt forgiveness ah
and part of his life story

then was sat : Love Notes II(two?)
taught elizabeth and marcus b4 team b
dunno why,they always encourage me to strive harder
like now in order not to something like suffer in near future
or something liddat ah..they always nvr fail to make me laugh
hahas chionged by walking to RP aft team b practice
team b practice came and gone like a gush of wind
like pomp! and 5 songs jammed practiced finish!
fastest practice session i ever had i think?
pc was song leader..
like sweep through practice liddat...
trained in different grps to RP for the concert
thank God we weren't late
bought bread to eat somemore
quite successful:D
could see how the ppl 'sing their hearts out'
like just open the mouth then got music come out
hee,well done jy(pluscloud) thank you for inviting me

then came sunday
did bsf hw @ b2 again:)
homed early to eat dinner
ahnor,liddat lo,other than all these is something
called schoolwork choinging
drawing and dphoto down
3more days till ndp holiday in *ahemMLS*
friday?saturday?sunday?!

thank God:D

2010-07-27T13:40:00.006+08:00

thank God my wallet din get lost :D
dear readers?hahas i almost lost my wallet last sat...
came home,from being picked from eunos
then next morning,PANICK!
cos cannot find
good lo parents wanted me to learn and wad?
experience the feeling of having lost the wallet ah
so they kept it from me
actually they found it at the bottom of the car on the road
the previous night..

thought through the whole entire sermon
actually it did not really matter after awhile ah
like cos all the things inside the wallet is like
so called,so called ah..
'how someone brands oneself ah'
like for instance,money,cant really buy or get everything
IC,it's like your identity in this world?
ezlink-cardo,your travel fee,which makes use of money also ah?
discount cards and other priviledge cards,making money not spent so muchly?
hahas like all these stuffs are like can any of these get you into the place
called heaven ah like no lo,i think cannot
like all is called earthly possessions ah
dunno la,just thought about tit this way..

drawing assignment due on fri
photography final due on friday and i just woke up from sleeping
hahas slack!thank God for 3days holiday!!
not sure to go for festival of praise?on friday anot ah
and there's "pluscloud's" jy's concert on sat
joining team b once again:D for practice,
keyboarding once again!!!
after this week,2 full modules down!
left with 3modules
thank God!!!as in it'll be more relaxing
i guess ah...
then it'll be holidays!for one week ah
thank God,once again for YOG that gave us one less week of acad
and one less week to choing but
one more week of holidays!!

hahas just told g not gg to ya,took me so much courage to send that msg out
okies do DRAWING ah..
thank you for taking time once again to read the super long post..
and like especially without leaving much space ah?
yay!exciting week ahead:D

questioned?

2010-07-21T01:53:00.002+08:00

hellos everybody :D?
ehh currently down with flu and cough..
sat through bsf w/o answering questions
totally mouth shutted
got meander to help me tell her leader in which took our grp
and she seriously did not call me although i had my nametag on
thank you leader..
hee,i think can take this opportunity to stay healthy,
dun eat so much junk,literally junk foods and eat more vegetables?
i think it started from monday afternoon
thank God that ms nopp. was kind in marking my sketchbook :p
thought her mood was good that day

anw anws,went for sop concert and *thumbs up*
hahas shld really go next year again,*if you this year nvr go*
think they like keep improving
like becoming more like happy as in joyous
compared to the previous years..
this year's album, More Love,i think..
hahas milk tea:p
kkkk,dun lame liaos...

oh noes i feel like sleeping liaos..
nono cannot:( tml is due for dphoto assignment
i cant wait for sat,cos sat means END OF WEEK!
oh no,this week made me think alot:(
okies i think i just typed nonsense because everything seems randomed ah?
like jump here jump there...sry sry ah..
dun confused ah..like a corn,be unfused,dun be fused :(
thanks once again for reading,although it's nothing but just a post..

l()st

2010-07-12T21:51:00.002+08:00

hello blog?
(hahas aiseh so long nvr blog suddenly just come hello)

anw anws..
pillow book done,choinged down to school to get tit submitted..
proceeded to find jx to choing bsf last page
then went for bsf..
next day jx went for HFH..totally..

anw anws...
sat was mm mid-year retreat
plus some rehersal for youth day..
really an experience for me ah
cos i get to enjoy retreats in both team a and b
really quite different ah
like in team b is like almost everybody share
then sometimes moonsweat will arrow ppl,quite scary
anw anws was really an experience serving in team a
like everything total change
from the same shirt color to the group dynamics ah?
i think the sharing was quite fruitful :D
thank God for the opportunity to share and hear others share...

sunday's youth sunday was cool
games played were quite good,cos like got relation to the
为福音讲华语 topic ah..
coordinated by the dhyts
slacked and finished bsf(amazingly,except for some qns)
b4 6 ah..cos was waiting to eat dinner
with the 3 ppl called jozeliandshiyi..
laughed until siao
cos the 3 people like super siao
zelithedramaqueen
shiyithemakezelimoredrama
and jotheoneandonlycalefare:D
was a birthday celebration uncalled for
cos after dinner suddenly got this cake on the table
and then bokey got up and i had to move in
after which was the great massive chase
from the whole of level 4,cos it was the payback time
chasing the credit card payer to return her money..
seriously ran super fast can!

2days left,kkkk byebyes:(
nope i think it's one day plus onlei
one word,DEAD:(

im sorrie i cant find a better title for this:(

2010-07-03T01:28:00.002+08:00

pillow book in progress....
went museum hunting tdy
from school to national museum
from national museum to lasalle
from lasalle to church..
starting from national museum it was plain walking :D
eeeeeyer sound so proud liddat:(
anws lasalle has cool photography students!
the works all quite cool seh

Dear Lord,please help me to FORGET TIT!!
like seriously tell yourself forget tit..like 'suan le'
forgetting the forgettables are like terrigible haggitable vegetables:(
sometimes it's just all in your mind:(
and yay!it's team a again!!time to play some music and
yupp!it's the time of the year in which saturdays are not just spent at home:)
although you need to travel to church ah?
okie okies..i shall go do my pillow book and touch all the poor things liaos..

tots

2010-06-30T18:04:00.009+08:00

DONE!!
hahas thank God for bringing me through doing whyeekayy
this year's whyeekayy is interesting cos there's no stayover :D
hahas like something like faster do
do finish faster can do other things
slowly do then cannot do other things ah..
then now is must go back to do those 'poor things' those super poor
super super neglect things and stuffs called school homework :(
those that were somewhat left untouched since 3932309834hours ago..
no la two weeks only la..

thank the 'lao ban'(koala bear) for passing me the hard-to disk
from time to time again and again ah...
browsed through alot of past photos
seriously can take like hours browsing through them
found out alot of things whilst browsing through the folders
*whoops*
realised how people changed how things changed
how many came and disappeared from the church
how programs differenciated ah?
saw many different personalities in different people
every photo has it's own story and like can see
sometimes the photos really do change depending on the photographer

went for last min karate kid movie with akjl aka wifey?
one moment we were sitting at the basement2 in church
and the other moment we were rushing to catch that show @ marina square
we were early for it somemore,coolness..
and...yup!Astons for dinner :D
haix i irritated yet another person,sry jx..as in on wed..
call olso miss huhh?msg olso doe wan say..like super kns!
ppl finding for you lei you kns!!

okies back to what..
back to what ah?
anw anws,had been thinking alot lately:(
not good not good..wait head pain la
hahas thank you for all the 'talk session'
thank you gff,for the 'can i ask you a question'
as in not thank you,but thank you,really really thank you..
ps:iwantedtosaythislongago
okies i shall...press the post button and go and do the poor stuffs oredi ah?

circlesight

2010-06-20T21:12:00.006+08:00

okies i think it's like time to update ah?
first day of first week of holidays spent getting the butt sore,legs aching
went for cycling organised by cgy..like totally...
played badminton for super long hours until
you can seriously feel yourself soaked in sweat
feeling : contented!
hahas budden defeats purpose cos went for popeyes aft which
anw anws that wasn't the point ah?
the rest of the week was mostly spent MOCAPing,and animating for syfc

disappointed i was
in myself more than in anyone else
thrown into one corner
spotlights on(like real)
mood down dived straight into the sea:D
not being able enough to do the given work
thrown into deep thoughts as to what would have happened
misunderstandings miscommunications and connection errors
just tell myself okies!done..
and like yay!im being fired:D
gave a smile and took it all in
tell yourself it's okie
things are going to be better it's only a firing
after the fire everything would be better
just that it's only in more black than color:D
liddat say ppl,so fun meh..
okie la let ppl sad awhile must be quite fun la hor?
finally felt how it was being accused
thank the 'koala bear' for explaining everything

okies thank God jl had a nice flight back
one more week more of holidays and this holidays is
not really spent doing homework
sian la...hopefully i can choing the yk come out
and not get fired again ah..
and theres some ppt slides to do for yfc
and then there's more assignment to finish up
all this supposed to be like done ah
by the time school reopens again ah
super sian now,off to choing last few remaining days:(

letter posted
shall be the last time i do something stupid
now to think of it
hate myself for doing such a thing
lalala do olso do oredi ma hate olso no use:(

if

2010-06-18T00:23:00.003+08:00

i dunno what gave me the courage to do it.but it was done.if only i knew long ago.if only there was no soccer.if only talking was made easier.i think what i did was wrong.argh..connection error....

last and ever last:(

2010-06-06T19:56:00.001+08:00

TMC
had been taking care of the kids with jx for the past
few months..finally it has ended
dunno why but everyone of them brought different joy into my life
seeing how each and everyone of them react in different circumstances
from the jumping ones to the glue sticking ones to some that totally
totally just had the word "attention needed" written on their foreheads
dunno why
sort of missed the times spent with them
although they dun really talk alot
they really made me think alot:(
every single one of them
theres timmy! nydia and her sister,natasha and the other girl whom seldom comes
spending time talking to them and you'll realise many things
they just brighten up your day
the joy of talking to nydia natasha and timothy(timmy)
finding out about them and watching them slowly explain things to you
a group with much paitience needed ah
dunno why lei,felt like doing an individual thank you card for each and everyone of them
haven got time to do so BUT i think I WILL DO IT!
hahas sounds determined enough ah?

:x

2010-06-02T04:53:00.001+08:00

yay!i think i shld feel happy
stepped into mr adrian's office and came out in total shock
days back,like last wed..
kk maybe not shock sudden gush of sadness
pinch of emotions flushed through my brain
okie yay!i knew it,no pay:D

okies i currently have about 4 ulcers on my tongue :D
cant really taste things
eating became super sad
cos can eat until cry hahas...
but seriously..take twice the amount of time to eat food
one good point,can slowly eat..
one bad point,waste more time eating ah?

oh no i think im quite dead
submission on friday and nothing is done
only sketchbook
means more late nights early mornings
pray that i can be able to last:(
okies i shall try sleeping ah?
*takes a super big yawn*
thank you gff,for talking to me :p for the doubt clearing session
note to self : forget the forgotten!!!GOODNESS after so long keep for wad?!
okies byebyes ah?

oh no!!

2010-05-22T03:55:00.004+08:00

hahas hello
thank you for reading here
try to tag olso okies?dun shy ah :(
guess wad i tried Bimbibap(dunno spell correctly nort)
not really nice ah sadly
kimchi noodles is nicer :D
anw anws,i seriously recommend you to...
if you're feeling down or like me
not emo ah tsk tsk...
go talk to CARLLLL
or go watch the Noose on youtube..
seriously helps you to laugh off all your :(-ness
and tml nono ltr is yuekan mtg
one word....FIRED!
hahas nono one word = DIE!
anw anws to ppl whom are over the seas :
HAPPY OVERSEA-ing ah?
to ppl whom are gg overseas :
SO GOOD!!ENJOY WHILE YOU CAN ah?
okies i think i better start drawing soon..
can die lei..drawing makes me hate drawing sooner or later :D
smile and tell yourself everything is gna be okie
and sing When God Ran (recommended by gff,i think?)
and While I'm Waiting (from fireproof)
okies ahbyes!!
kk shall try to be nice and post it again or something liddat...

*click play button twice to wait for it to load then click play again to hear okies*
and once again its this song ahgain :D

okie okay,i shall try to sleep early byebye la):
lalala while i'm waiting,i will not faint...i'll be running the race.....kkkk shhhs..

slack!

2010-05-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

tuesdays are always
NO SCHOOL days
slowly recovering from after effects of
ya correct and correct..
ahhh one comment only lei :(
ehh..
followed mom to see ahma :D
was nice listening to her talk about her past
quite saddening tho
on the other hand it was quite inspiring
how olden days ppl struggled to survive
when they could just remained stagnant and say lets sleep first
tml then we'll go look for the person or tml then go look for food
hearing how she came to singapore and how she got married
hard life,imagine she almost cried whilst speaking of it lei
brought her to the chinese physician
did *coughsbsfhomework whilst waiting for ppl talking
deleted smses cos inbox kinda full ah?
din eat till bout 5plus then ate some fishball soup..

free ride from mom to united square
walked over to meet jx for dinnerrrrr
headed to novena square?i think so?
for ljs cos jx wants to eat that and escape from the explorer
thank you for calling
super shocked la
dunno wad to say tho
lotsa questions wanted to ask after hanging up
okies shall just pray ah?
take lotsa care ah?

okies i think shall end here la hor?

:(

2010-05-10T23:25:00.003+08:00

haix...
when was the last time i cried
oh no,i think this time i cried for the longest time i could ever record
firstly i did not really knew why
like flow then wipe then flow then wipe
worst still it just kept flowing down until mom noticed it
tried to sleep the feeling of sadness away
2hours wasn't enough
dunno why

forced myself to go chinatown despite the tiredness
snapped and snapped photos like nobody's business
totally KOed in the train,slept through the harbourfront
almost missed the stop
came out from the wrong exit
ARGHHHHH was telling myself
in whatever you do dun let mom and dad see through you, dont let them see you're crying
guess dad noticed but tried not really to notice, only hoped he did not
hee,cos i was kinda sniffing away
he said,better drink more water...
ran up and down
up to wipe off,clean off clearing all evidence of tears wash face
back down to eat dinner again
like abit siao lei
dunno la maybe the tears kee siao oredi :D

i think cos i think too much
recalled too much of the past
din noe crying took up so much energy
super tired
squeezed bsf homework(super bad)into one plus day
probably i shldn't think anymore..

thank you for calling nono not that thank you but seriously thank you very much that thank you
you know which thank you am i refering to anot ah?
thank you for letting me talk about tit
probably letting it out was some form of 'okie la'
i think it sort of felt better so....
THANK YOU VERY VERY VERY THE MUCH!!!!
although it has been inside for quite long oredi
although it's kinda weird ah?
hahas thoughts might always stay as thoughts
sometimes tears just does all the forgeting work for me :D
hee,1 litre of tears
TIME FOR early doing BSF!!!!
and and report writing

04052010

2010-05-05T00:59:00.003+08:00

kkk i shall be nice and explain tdy in some kinda short form
woke up super late,
slept @ close 11pm last night
smses started ringing rite beside my pillow
shits super bad
totally ignored the first few
woke up at 3.30plus to see all the smses
guess you might not know wad happen ba
so decided to reply them
surely kana killed by some siao sia so early reply
*sorrie ppl for replying in the early morning*
wanted to have breakfast with mom then she needa go office
so drive out and drive back home
so lame ah?
ate some breakfast at ard 12plus
went to school to borrow DSLR?!
waited for 'cher ard 2plus then got tit
then borrowed until thursday ah
went to find jx to say bye
kana forced to take the thing home
reached home to abmt
then watch show awhile till mom was kinda back

edited bsf
changed to go out again
went novena eat ichiban
saw through jxnbokey's plan
TOTALLY
yay!ran away feeling super bad
kana tricked lo
and then there was some climbing of toilets
some comforting of lame ppl
and tada!
back to ichiban boshi aft 673q4231234455687seconds
ya totally wasted time can?
thank you lAoDa,mEandEr,ruyin the smArt(acting not smart only),BOKEEEYYY and jx..
then after eating was this weird ambience(dunno spell correct nort)
then they started to sing,TOTALLY shocked dao can?

rushed to bsf just in time for discussion
brought ruyin the smArt and bokey in for intro class,LATE!
hahas no la kind of only la
jx must be quite happy cos her nut nvr come kkkk
i think shall try to sleep first okies?
cont'd some other time when i rmb okies
THANK YOU EVERYONE WHOM made it an effort to rmb this day
in which i tried hard to forget but cant...
shits i forgot to wish to forget the forgotten and overcome the overcomed!!!!
ahhh instead it's something else stupid
ahhhhhh CRAP!!

2010-04-29T00:40:00.001+08:00

ineedsomeonetotalkto,nononotyoubutyou...
Dear God.............................................

2010-04-21T21:09:00.006+08:00

school just started(actually it started 3weeks ago ah?)

and im taking Art and Design History
recalling how i used to sleep throughout studying and attending history lessons
but this time it's interesting
alot reports to write i think and i think quite easy to get abit better than pass
maybe probably just scribble some rubbish

we watched this video in which they discovered and explored the origin of this sculpture
i think its called the Venus of Willendorf or something liddat
quite interesting lei i think it sparked of an interest in me ah?
anw anw ya then they traced back to the different eras and centuries
like which artists would do wad and like why would they do such a thing
as in the wad refers to their works ah like
for instance an artist does a work
then they went to explore the work lo
anw anw anw the Venus of Willendorf is quite interesting
traces back to the Greeks and Egyptian cultures
2 hour lecture...

arghh stop biting me ah stupid ants?
black ants somemore..like super pain la
turn to see a small lil' ant on your skin
irritating and hyper pain la more pain than injection seh
dunno why olso...

arghh everytime i hear it i think of it
probably i shld stop,just stop everything la hor?
i feel like ___ ya so much so PUZZLED

overoverandDone with

2010-04-15T14:26:00.006+08:00

yes!hahas guess wad guess wad
portfolio presentation over
next up!
FINAL PRESENTATION
stayed in school for one day,watching ppl sleep
dozing off myself
thank God for mr jac,quite kind la hor
were rushing to print the CD cover and name card twice
or rather thrice super WASTE MONEY,cos keep printing wrong
keep cannot see the name and wad not haix...
anw anw AFTER FRIDAY,i will have about like like like 2DAYS OF
guess wad guess wad?!
yupps!it's called HOLIDAY!!!
hurry over hurry over!then can rest from MAYA for ahwile :D
thank you for all your prayers if there was any ah..

lalalaleleleeee

2010-04-11T00:37:00.001+08:00

cheeORNGGGGGG
kkkk byebyes
thank you for the randomness
ihopeit'srealah
ARRRGGHHHHH stop coming back into my mind :(
oh ya SHERRICK LOOKS SUPER CUTE!!!!!!!
kkkk i dunno using whose internet liaos..
*suddenly thinking of the past*
press the *linebackback*
IWANTTOLALALAAGAINahbleh,duntalkrubbishahduntalkrubbishah....

firep0()f!!

2010-04-03T21:24:00.010+08:00

song to recommend ah...
stuck on this song ah,dunno why olso :(
*click play button twice to wait for it to load then click play again to hear okies*

watched FireProof the movie during xiaozhujuhui :D
seriously if you're having holidays now,shld go watch THIS MOVIE
oh no,i still dunno whether to go check my stupid RESULTS ah...
so many ppl gg overseas,like 'INDY 'OOOO and ya you noe who.....
not sure whether shld go send ppls off...
hopefully ppl can come for easter concert..
AND THANKS TO GABSSSSssssSS whom recommended popcorn jellybeans :D
ahnor,okie i needa do MODELLING and harnimehtion :(

ashpeesSHOWCASE!

2010-03-20T02:03:00.002+08:00

ooooo
visited 标准时间's gradshow...
it was at raffles hotel la!!
super cool stuffs...
probably some that i'd like or love to do
suddenly had the gush of excitement to hurry start SP4 :(
had the motivation to strive and super modify my fyp to nice nice one
WEIRD thoughts haniways...
hee olso dunno what i talking seh!
"jing ran" miss lent service to go for wad?
ppls gradshow?WAD RUBBISH IS THIS!
ehh shld thank 标准时间 for the mental ray library book :D
made it in time for last last last part of the sermon
anws..hahas aphp :p
bzsj is super funny...
and disappear disappear hurry be gone!
kkkk random,kthxbye :(

flood post :p

2010-03-18T23:46:00.003+08:00

arbishhhhssss
as i was gg home from the bus tdy...
hahas gone were the days preparing for sacm musical,remembered the nights we 'tonned' choinging like siao siol..staring at the wine delievery van passing by the bus in which i was in,the 'cupboards' and the 'cabinets' we made that swayed with the wind and "supported" the actors as they walked past in the office scene...aww man super duper 'xiang nian' la...

tdy we played badminton halfway through project serve...anws for ppl whom like might like to know in any case i've been like awaking quite early(for a lazy person like me)at an unwakable hour like 7am every morning except for one or two to head down to EH for project serve...

lalala this was in feb b4 allpee and deejay left...
just some thoughts ah?
why dun just understand the meaning of no ah?jus keeps poking n poking like NOBODY's BUSINESS!!y are ppl just so liddat!!as we waited for the gate open sign we stood there controling our emotions,shldn't have kept it in..felt as if i jus died(like real)and disappeared from earth and decided not to come back again,tears flowing like a fountain..why does this feeling seem so unfamiliar..song currently playing is called 残废..

也许事情不应该这样的
lalala im so dead ah..
so many things in the head
sat there thinking for a moment
arghhh!!why is it so HARD TO FORGET the FORGOTTEN!!!

if sherrick could talk only if sherrick could talk he'll tell you all the secrets :(

标准时间

2010-03-15T00:26:00.002+08:00

lalala
hope that project serve wont be so tiring
everyday for 2weeks,hopefully...
had been going EH everyday
TIRED SEH!
spending money on lunch
actually holiday is like no need to spend money de lo :(
anw anw thank God for nice entertainments
and huhhh? 标准时间?!totally no link,nvms...
yay!one houred at minds tdy FOC!
anw anws thank God tt there's team a practice every week of this month
so like can chill abit ah?
I WANT TO STAY AT HOME AND NOT GO FOR THIS THING!
is like yr parents are more impt?
TSK!arghhh...
super sad la
*reminder to self*
YOU ARE YOUR MOTHER'S DAUGHTER!PLEASE DO NOT DISRESPECT HER ah?
haix...

die

2010-03-02T23:45:00.001+08:00

oh no,guess wad FRIDAY fasterr come
Toonz6.0 STOP CRASHING!!!
spent my whole day waiting for the lame software to stop crashing
hopping from computer to computer
thank God i brought my laptop so can msn in the process of waiting for it to uncrash
just met mr eugene and ms grace to know bout our study path!
HORENDOUS!!
somemore with toonz keep crashing
dun feel like doing anymore sia
do until super sian
budden budden THANK GOD for like ppl to entertain and fill boredoom :D
thank yous ah?
kkkk everyday 8am till 8pm,trying...

gff's post

2010-02-25T00:18:00.007+08:00

today is suppoosed to be gff's birthday,so.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GFF!!!
hee,thank you for listening to me talk rubbish all the time
bearing with all my lameness and like tolerating all my nonsense
I pray that you'll have a enjoyable day tdy as you enjoy this special day God has given you
I thank God for letting me know you...okie i think tt's all la hor?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GFF!!!!!!

assssspeeeeerequitsite

2010-02-25T00:18:00.005+08:00

hellos everybody out there
tdy was spent with one meal
FATTTT
1waffle
5pieces of nugget &
1 mocha ice-blended
hahas me and LZ were laughing till she cried in the
HarrNiimayTi0n loom
hahas we wrote lotsa CRAP
and kept laughing till the ppl in the room cant stand us
super hilarious!!used up 2++ animation papers to crap
ehh..super tired slept only for 6plus hours
NOT ENOUGH...haix why ah?
nono not why but why :(
okie okies...time to cut!
never knew spwee could be so fun
THANK YOU LZ,for making it funner :D
seriously you shld see what we did tdy,as in ytd...
anw anws tdy is LIM JIE's BirthdAY!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU LIM JIE-eeee!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS!!!you're 19!!!!the number one PROFESSOR!!
hee,hope you'll enjoy tdy ah?
kkkk i zhao first hor..
hahas i think i suddenly noe wads LMAO,at first i tot was some kinda shortform for some CAT
arghhh STUPID ME...
ahnor,at the end of the day,after a 8am to 8pm day at school
we both KOed..hahas
LZ : you want to do somemore ah..you still wan to do ah?
hahas then i was like hahas you like telling me to dun do oredi ah
oh ya,we did harnimention till we were brain dead
totally no mood to do,started packing whilst i was trying to create mood to cont'd
then we finally packed up and LEFT at like 8 something...
yay!i thank God for such eh wonderful friend :D LZZZZ!!!

gone

2010-02-19T01:48:00.002+08:00

why are tears so sweet
when you cant stop it
let it flow
drink it as it flows
enjoy the drink as it only lasts for a while:D
suddenly everything was GONE
out of no where you find yourself finding people
i lost to education
lost everything broken up into parts:D
shhhs kkkk smile and sing the song called 我以为and 真的，我没事

tell yourself you're happy and you'll be happy?

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

2010-02-15T18:11:00.005+08:00

yay!
ehh happy new year everybody?
hahas wads NEW YEAR and VALENTINE's DAY without a you:(
arhhbisshhhhhs!
the wonderful stories you told about your pasts
the super interesting lingos and dialects you shared
and the super nice meals you cooked
im sorrie i missed them..
remember you sitting patiently listening to all the worries
and the different languages in which you didn't understand
the nice drinks you boiled for me
taking in volumes and especially soft when it comes to others:)
hahas it really felt super duper luper EMPTY you know?
as in like...
i loved it when you encouraged me not to stay late
sleeping the maximum required
studying and perservering till the very end
not to give up on everything anything
ARGHHHH!!!
dearest ahma,why you choose chinese new year to zhao!
bla bla blahs slowly as the days go byes ppl are becoming more and more gone
like ZHAOING...haix...i dunno whadda do liaos...SP3 coming up agains
MS GAIL IS LEAVING PPL!!!another big mega blow...
and i dun feel like going on friday okies tell me how quick!

swunday

2010-02-07T18:22:00.001+08:00

yay!another post?
probably one of the other sundays that im home early
tdy's ss was bout some life goals thingy
a lesson on how we should live life in that of the Lords
lunch was with the FULL veggies plus meander and peace?
@ pasta mania...first time we had full attendance eh!
parted cos a few of us din wan go for xiaozhu for tq..

went to the superbig bookstore @ funan then parted again..
i think must thank God for ppl for ignoring me,so i could go home earlier?
no la probably cos i wanted to be ignored
follower!!dun have your own ideas meh?huhh!!
went home thinking of doing some work
ended up watching xia yi zhan xing fu

not sure whyhowwhenwhat did i feel sad about but
listening to the song 我以为 from that show
triggered some tears..anw anws,it's bout one more plus week before
DEPARTURE!!wa siao eh!so many things happened liaos
probably it was all part of my weirdest and lamest imaginations
part of forgetting the forgotten and the overcoming the overcomed
hahas a lil on it : not dwelling on wad has happened and taking away not nice stuffs
clearing space in memories,haix dunno how explain liaos...

psps-> gff: thank you for tagging..will try to go if i can go?or rather if i feel like gg:(
jas: thank you for the feeling of ppl reading :D

weird

2010-02-01T02:48:00.001+08:00

hee i love blogging at midnight..
dunno why
sorrie dj for the weirdnest caused during dinner tdy
really din noe how to go about talking and stuffs
kill me and shout at me if you have to
because you'll miss that in a few weeks' time

oh no,soon everyone will be gone
then who will be there?who would want to listen to rantings everyday
anws i think i shld try attending the caring seminar
one of these sundays aft service,sounds interesting
from those whom went
afterall im not a caring person anyways
heard they provides worksheets too...

hopefully it'll help it to fade away
anws,thank God i completed like 3 of my main main modules
then like can relax abit,WHY AM I KEEP THINKING OF IT!
okies relag, relax ah?stop using caps for posts it's hard to READ!
crashed mindscafe jus now with jl jx j jyNhx and dj
bought my Lemon 1000 for me throat
headed for home afterthat?

dunnowhyikeephearingthesoundofcarsithinkofyou

okie okies shall stop being irritating!!okies okies,dear people reading these please try your best to go and try to watch 1litre of tears,super nice to watch,i shall now declare watching time,lemme finish my final episode first b4 i go sleep okies?anws class is at 12pm provided i no need wake up so early:D goodabyees!and SORRY ABIGAIL:( *yes i know you'll hate me for not going 2ice!*
k ciaos!
*clicks publish post and switches windows, as in tabs*

useless questions :D

2010-01-26T19:33:00.001+08:00

haix i dunno why i just feels like blogging..
imagine one day your comp decided to crash on you wad wud you do:D
went to sentosa to do hw,believe it?hahas ahnor it's kinda true..

thank you for coming here and taking away everything ah?
thank you for being inconsiderate uh?
haix..wad if I tell you today that I want to meet you tml..and them tml i dun turn up?
wad would you do?

current craze : 1 Litre Of Tears!!!nice,shld go try and watch..
the determination of a 15-year old あや　いけうち and how she influences those around her
she had some incurable disease(that contributed to alot of inconveniences..
even the doctor whom was operating on her plucked up courage to find cure for her disease
what if you stayed up to do the wrong assignment
will you die?
あそうはると....

soon,there'll be no one left..
if there is only one toy left on the shelf would you buy it cos it's pathetic?
you might want to play with it for while whilst you throw time away..
tell me it's okie :D
hahas anws, anyways, a toy is something you play with whilst you're bored..

hee,ilovetotypewithoutleavingaspacesothatyoumightnotfeellikereadingiteveragain
okies i threw my jap role play and test into the garrrrrrrbage(the dirty cabbage)
5 more weeks to boredoom when boredoom starts...
everyone will be gone and boredoom will seriously start fulfilling it's wish :)
okie la STOP PIT LA!
*you think i dunno what are you thinking?stop typing nonsense*
JUST, forget the forgotten and overcome the overcomed
STOP BEING IRRITATING!!

hellos:(

2010-01-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

tdy, like fri nite...din feel nice..
basically sucked..kk i think needa start on the webdes ah?
wait ____ again i will just DIE!
kbyes!

nice poem

2010-01-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.

There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it.

Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.

Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.

Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.

It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done

gonegonegonenevercomingbackagain will there be a rubbish bin if you wanted to throw rubbish,if not,would you keep the rubbish till you found a dustbin to throw it in?means you would be full of rubbishes by the time the garabage truck comes?
on a side note,i just felt like posting something so here i am..congratulations for all ppls that got their o'levels results..*to forget the forgotten and to overcome the overcomed*

twenty ten

2010-01-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

hahas happy 2010?
spent first few moments of 2010 roaming around church
staring at fireworks from padang tt side
poor verger gotta go home,
or did he even not go home in the first place..
circlewide's mom provided food,as in supper for the youths
b2 was the actually only sleeping area allocated
budden after ard 2plus or rather 4plus am
bodies were found lying everywhere
not really everywhere la hor?kinda only like in the prayer halls
and two lost souls at the fish pond..

went for first official tuan qi da zhu huo dong?
hahas quite fun ah
played some board games as in really like some kinda minds cafe
super cool can..some personality guessing game,pictogram and the headbands game
proceeded with the waiting for dinner with cousins and and cousins parents
which means auntie and uncle?yupps
laughed my energy out..hahas din noe tuan qi was supposed to be fun
probably?WASD upleftdownright..kk lame
cousin returned me my sec 2 lit notes
found many lost founded treasures
past past past past... :(

weeet-numb

2009-12-29T11:27:00.005+08:00

hellos everybody..
kk like there's anyone there
anws vietnam trip with family and eh teow family was cool...
like the whole tour group was like super BIG?
no la only 9 ppl and the first few days we had a whole coach to ourselves
so as typical singaporeans
we each like took abt 2 seats to ourselves
almost like half of all the bus journeys were like spent in the moon
yeps..and then there was like the watching of a movie called where the wild things are :D
then catching some korean dramas like 加油，金顺！ and Fred Claus in teh hotel
REX hotel,a place where you shld book if you're going there in Christmas
they dunno why love to give us chocolates
ever night got one like door bell,then door opens,hands chocolates over
hahas like some wallet design
the "hand over all your chocolates, and nobody gets hurt"
yep yep...

met another 3 families there on christmas eve
Jiayun's HongBing's and the the the Kaixin's families..plus plus the two bagpackers
Andrew and Zihao :D
super cool la,went on a cruise dinner..
then got some magician on board plus a some singing ppl
ehh oh ya,we sort of like trained our road crossing skills
super good for jaywalking..
they buy motorcycles like wash hands liddat
flood la!the motorcycles there like come in swarms
wan to cross road need to jus CHOING! then you'll only just hear
the honking nothing else,thank God like got no accidents..
christmas eve sharing in our room initiated by auntie YW :D
quite good cos everyone went although it wasn't compulsory..

went to HaNoi in the later part of the tour
Ha Long Bay was COOL!as in both cool and cool
both in temperature and the scenery
changed tour guide from chew xian sheng to some ah sheng..
went for some dunno wad massage which was quite good
got music one put things like cucumbers on your face
as in not really like music as in music but like they massage like got some rythmn
huh nor super duper cool can...
ooo oo did i mention that halong bay was cool?
although was kinda cold...slept through almost all of the bus rides only to awake for
toilet breaks...thinks the tour guide is not very good ah
not as good as the mr chew..
anw anws...i survived the p____ ride there and back,probably another achievement ba....
took lots of photos thinking of whether to upload them ah
cos like moonsweat oredi uploading some of them ah...
hmm...think think think....

2009-12-17T11:19:00.000+08:00

if you poke a balloon too hard,it'll burst..if you stall too much things in a small bag, it will burst? budden where will the leftover flow to?how do you find a replacement bag to fill the leftover stuffs, one that is the same size as the previous...something you put yourself into, you MUST COMPLETE IT YOURSELF..wads the point of telling others to do something you cant even do...

seeeohhh

2009-11-29T06:42:00.000+08:00

Dear so and souls.... today, your day may be just another day, another day like all the rest passed and all the others days yet to come...
but really it is more special because you are in my life and that makes my day better.. I know that you are there and you know that I am here but we dont get to talk much...

just to let you know you are always on my mind.. You are the best thing
about my job...and this is for you all.

No matter what you believe, this is beautiful.

....it's worth the 45 seconds.

awww man loved it!!i just found it,thought it was interesting and so placed it here..
sometimes i wished what you said was true :(that everything random would unrandom itself...

went for jx's friend's nyp's CO concert...and was,WAS almost late..cos we sort of walked to SCO from some amoy street?yupps..looking at the ppl performing trying to find someone you know but to no avail(a-veil) remembering the past,how we used to run about trying out different instruments in different classrooms,avoiding the suonas...hee,really must thank jx for asking me to go there ah?eeeeee i miss my Cxxxx!!!!so long nvr play liaos..the resounding sounds and the breaks we had only the 4 to 5 of us in one classroom right at the top of the school building,where there used to be no classes going on,running all the way from the fourth floor to the first just to get a break,some snacks,sitting at teh void deck talking till there was no tml :D arghgaaabisshhh! why like seems so far away ah?

anwsanws...friday was shiok!had proj. mtg and then went to find J and went shopping?and then then then went to watch new moon,after which cont'd shopping,dear J,hopefully you like your shopping aka destressing session ah?hahas actually J wanted to watch 2012 budden we went at 5plus and the only available time slot given was at 1.45am yeps,actually wanted to stay till then de budden i cannot ah hor...shld have stayed longer cos momanddadanddajie wasn't home when i was home lo,shld wait till ppl call then start to go home?okie okies,shall not be bad okies?anws, proj. mtg was fruitful,love me grp,always enjoy laughing whilst discussing 'bout june..2hours and it was DONEdo!okie okies...i think better start on CHARNI(chani) liaos...byebyes!!thank you for taking time to read...post something in the tagboard okies?

crap!

2009-11-18T23:47:00.001+08:00

hellos!!
hahas tell you something super funny..
tuesday i forgot to bring my wallet
and jiaxin helped me with my lunch
TOM YUM U-MIAN!!!at koufu
and aft tt linda treated me some coffee bubble teh!
hahas anws rentx was funny,was all bout the RED COLOURED CROSS at the top right hand corner...
and and the 'if you feel like doing can do' 'dun feel like doing dun do la hor?'
hahas,ppl from DMD0808 and me krass is COOLNESS of the COOLNESS!!
they jus make the class more interesting!!!
oh no
thank God for wonderful ppl like this two!!!!!
guess wad i did i did something bad according to jx
i din go ask her for money to take bus and made me A DAMN DAMN DAMN BAD PERSON!!!
ya,ehh seriously din want to trouble her ma,tot this was a kinda good chance to 减肥 mas
so guess guess wad i did guess guess guess!!!
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HOME!!!
hahas took abt 1hour cos me lost me way
stupid hor?anws i made it home,with 2 A4 sketchbooks,one clip board and one jap notes
plus a bag of pencilbox and jacket!pespired until shiok!
anws anws,thank God for letting me walk home cos aft i came back it started raining!!
yep,dunno why felt super duper SHUANG!
anws i took up the courage dunno from where and told mum i ewwwwed illledddd
yes cos i plucked up the courage aft xxxxx called me
hahas dunno why we can always talk for alot hours and just not HANG UP!
cool rite cool rite!maybe this called 'more qi' ba,dunno dunno....
hahas some1 damn random lo...
kk anws fridayfriday uh then after that is saturday then after that is sunday okies,so scary.....
i think i shall stop here anw you might not know wad im talking about la hor
eeeee why so nostelllgic de,as in as in nostalgic

arghh i just feel like sleeping now
like got so many things to do!
on the computer and use facebook,use finish go sleep
so SHUANG!crap la take one photo olso mus make up
PUT ON MAKE UP wor!so angry slammed the door
anws tdy is like daddy's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY
went POWSINGCHICKEN to makan and almost settled for bill
eeeee y so bad wan doe wan then doe wan la!haix...
i just feel so sian being the only child at home maybe one day i'll just go stay in the park and
NOT GO HOME!wa sian sia,kk i shall list the things out okie?
dunno why everytime got the car sound in my head!irritating
like history is repeating itself kk dun ask me why ah i olso dunno
no la i now mind is like some storm

it's raining inside
everybody is carrying an umbrella
walking and reaching to their desired destination
me?i just enjoy watching these umbrella-ed people
meeting their loved ones,picking their children,protecting people they care from the rain
actually like why dun people just accept the rain for what it is
like it is God's wonderful creation,JUST ACCEPT it?
walk in the rain without an umbrella,enjoy the rain whilst the sun is out
haix,i jus feel like crying,nono,throwing everything where it is and just
pressing the I GIVE UP button :D
like the time where i ran outta deh house
and when ppl came
hahas like so fun ah?jus like....and.........and.....
draw and draw and draw like a drawing machine
design and design and design like a designing machine
create new SPARKLING ideas like an idea generator that doesn't run outta battery?
kkkkkkkkkk STOP!!!STTTOOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP complaining
you wan die ah complain somemore!!wait become like the israelites uh?
okie okies i think shall stop here,as in HERE,here ah...
kkkk above all was all nonsense it was just typed out by the stupid girl called lenice?
yupps tt's all nth else i think it was her hands that did it...
okies okies i think i shall start choinging...
oooo did i mention?my classmate has a pet bat
i feel like having a pet dinosaur!RAWRRRSSSS
it'll be so cute la!
kkkk dun talk rubbish liaos okies?
ahbyes!!

untitled

2009-11-16T01:03:00.002+08:00

hahas one week past and still no posts?
eee so bad so bad
anws tuesday was BSF grand sharing?and was like almost forced to share
cos ppl behind kept poke-king like seriously!
cutie said if you feel your heart thumping means God is prompting you to share so please,
come up and share about yr study of Moses..so Kristine!kept pokking from baahind
and ya,almost cried whilst one of them was sharing,
someone brought a mac book to share from
others jus a slip of paper,and jx kept looking back..
and gracie dear shared wor!of cos,shared abt grace!
anws,aft tt stayed to wait for ppls to take train tgt until like abt 9plusplusplusplus
:(
almost missed me show..hahas on the first beat!
ehh,actually i almost knew wad to share
phone is gg sort again,turning off and on phone aft every msg

fri was shopping?for clothes and some lame rehersal walk through for
deh cousin's wedding @ raffles xxx xxxx anws,kinda lamed!
raining so walked in the rain as usual
went with aunt and another cousin to cclooklook ahahs
waited for ppl to try shoe and dresses at raffles city aft tt
went to church for mtg aftmath? hahas i tot was the latest
budden wasn't
kana scolded from mom cos i caused a quarrel whilst waiting for me to answer my phone?
totally my fault la!imagine 3missed calls and 5messages ppl not angry is wad huhh!!!
anws wad you wan me do ah doubleyouellseedee sitting right opposite me
then i just take out the phone and tio scolding from you huhh....
dunno la maybe was some misunderstanding nia
went dinnerrrrrrr with MS and LJS,according to wanwen n squarefish
it's called eating with two hunks?was it called hunks?
or was it like one only,anws SUPERR WEIRD i tell you!makes me look like a flirt?
disgusting!!!!!cos the rest went for rehersal,knew it shld have gone home
cos aft tt was chased by 5-star bassist home to do hw,thank you 5-star bassist

sat was teamb prac. 10till1
and we had break from 12?till 12 something..
coolness,breakfast in cns wor!
something like boatwin treating the whole team?
yeps,headed to ppl's park to buy shoe
supposed to get shoe for cousin's wedding ended up buying like
toilet-trees and like pants actually was jeans
till abt 5plus?headed back to church for jiduxiaoxingxing
like only got me+moonsweat thank God for qiqitongtongandtimmy
hahas cool!5kids...
explaining christmas story playing charades
making a mini bethlehem for shou gong
i think i failed badly,supposed to look aft the kids
in the end escaped playing piano
throwing all the kids to moonsweat alone?
DAMN DAMN DAMN BAD!!!
wasn't helping at all,totally go there slack
i die liaos this whole week supposed to do drawing end up
CRAP!!

hahas hx says dajie is coming back in december is tt abit long ah?
kkkk cannot say means cannot say la,wad you wan me do
i long long ago wanted to say oredi...
anws anws to i feel like telling D(A) lei,shld i ah...
hahas i love using initials to type :D
kkkk dreamweaver test tml prass needa buy shoe and collect dress
omgomgomgomgomgomgomg you know wad?im actually gg wear a dress
after like 124t45i759847764567 years since i was in kindergarden?
yeps i think midnight walks are COOL!!!totally extremely seriously!!!!!!
dun ask me why ah,i jus think it's cool tt all :)

after 23456687653321434 days,im here to post :p

2009-11-07T20:27:00.002+08:00

hahas hello ppls,as in ppls that comes to read me this post ah?
this,the picture above was done during RENTX krass..
it's like a already made UFO-liked thing and we just had to add light,
quite cool rite?its a super nice blue!!!
anws..life is just liddat,undescribable..
i did this for the stupid module that i had to __take!!
below is crap,the information are all crap!can see if you want
i think should be able to click to enlarge

menchris asked qiqi to help us with dreamweaver and wad she did was this!!
(see below)
she created this for me?hahas cool rite?somemore put as my background picture..
kinda cool and like abit neat although she only used paint and a mouse to do it..
thank you qiqi :D

yeps,anws i've been taking like 3weeks of like some kinda intensive jap module
first week is intro,second week they test you the whole hiragana syllabus!!
so scary so fast la!!

a:when your sis coming back ah
b:when your sis coming back ah
c:when your sis coming back ah
d:when your sis coming back ah
e:when your sis coming back ah
f:when your sis coming back ah
g:when your sis coming back ah
h:when your sis coming back ah
i:when your sis coming back ah
j:when your sis coming back ah
k:when your sis coming back ah
L:when your sis coming back ah
m:when your sis coming back ah
(kk shall stop here)
hahas when is dajie coming back ah?
is like wad you want me to do,she says dun tell anybody ah?
she say:i want to surprise ppl :)
YA!!surprise your head la why cant i jus tell ppl?!huhh?!!!
you tell me dun tell then i dun tell?
then 我不是很没有面子？我又不是你的狗,你讲什么我就作什么?!
:(:(:(why dun you jus go tell ppl yourself huhhh?!
haix,anws i wun really tell de la,might jus give some clues?

mummy said whilst i was teaching your computer suddenly turned into screensaver mode
and there was your big picture,and everyone was laughing..OHMEGOODNESS!!
haix pek chek..i have currently 7more____ to do..
dfanicodpitwebdesrentxsptchaniandjapppppppPPPPPPPpppppp..
i have 6 character designs,whole hiragana list to learn,codpit idea to develop
and and and and and like a card to do up:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
okies,i think i shall first of all thank God for providing me with a nice proj grp for CODPIT
thank God for letting me have a moredue tt involves projecting
and thank God for the nice rain so i can continue slweeping..

I HATE IE!!I LOVE MOZILLA FIREFOX!!
i think it's disgusting!cos it screwed my asSAIment up!
damn it gonna 619l it again :(
okies i needa go do rentx liaos,ahbyes!!will try to blog asap okies?
i still need read the script!!!oh nos!!!!!!!!!
might as well go die,or or like disappear from planet earth!
so no need to do so many things?hopefully it's possible:D

to limjie : me?doing fine ah,okie la...you too!!jiayous for your A'LEVELS!!!

2009-11-04T13:48:00.001+08:00

shwits!

2009-10-23T01:20:00.001+08:00

feeling like this nows
and this...

dunno why..jus so GAOBIAish,yeps
anws ITS A NEW SEMESTERRRR
and azreena is in our krass for drawing!!
FANTASTIC!!taahaaass...
okie okie
jus gonna say this once
i think that

CODPIT IS SO GONNA SUCK!
BUT AT LEAST IT'S GG TO SUCK AS A GRP!
NOT SO BAD AFTER ALL..

holidays...

2009-09-10T23:14:00.004+08:00

haix...its like the holidays..

ya like so fun ah?

hahas have been gg for training

for mission trip for past week..like its like NEXT WEEK ah

mondaywednesdayfriday running from home till aljunied,almost like super familiar ah?

ehh i jus want to thank God for a wonderful friend He has given me :D

my friend's name is called KSM,hahas,bet u dunno who

ehh not even from the same grp,someone i ren shi-ed

since run cycle till now,hahas i think it's like a someone that

probably changed my impression of some ppl that did well

hahas ohwells i olso dunno what m i typing,jus THANK GOD for you!!!!

we stayed in the lab until 12am,KSM completed animating left credits

like jus stayed back to help ppl la..abit better than some other ppl,as in k la dun say who k?

ehh..thank A for final cut pro..although i din manage to......

KSM said,"i finished mine ma,is like either i stay back so that i can help other ppls or i can go home and sleep,but KSM chose to stay back and help useless ppl like me:D"

and ya the lab technician jus waited patiently for our dear scanner to scan finish

went home,din sleep olso cannot..............

ehh i jus finish gg for a jab,and i dunno la

like pulling two ppl tgt is like a chore?!

why did i even bother to care uh?

like shits la i haven finish the script for tml

and then im like so kpo bringing what was originally supposed to be

like none of me business,why did i care ah?

shld i say WASTE ME TIME?!or like huhhh,cannot liddat say la?

one question i asked,"would you like say something you dun mean? or like would you like someone to say something they din mean,like jus for the fun of saying it,or like HELLO?! did i pay you lip service?damn sad la,went all the way to east coast jus to eat Macs ah...like here got no macs liddat,need to see if the macs at east coast would taste different?

jus webcammed with laopooorrrs uh,aiseh!!ATTACHMENT ah...nice seh,ppl go NUS attachment seh!me lei?stay at home and help ppl arrange for dinner

arghhh!!!stupid lei?!when did i jus became stupidierrrr...

anws,im gg away,away from singapore on the 17th...back on 24th..

i jus went for injection ah...cos like both arms...

yay!i jus tio shoot,IM ATTITUDE,IM A MUTE

yape!im happy?that im attituded and is a mute...i shld jus go and die ah?

yep!(please insert name here)!!!go and die,jus say that...

dunno y im jus sick of being like the only under 20 person staying in this house..

treated like a piece of shit,jus cos i cant study,i cant get into any top schools,

not to say even a jc,cant even get into one,pathetic hor?

yay!ya,im trying to say tt im that stupid,get tit?yupps...

wads the point of saying something that u'll forget

say becos u had nothing else to say?orh,

'actually u study this is also not easy orh'(ya u actually noticed)

2 siblings gone 2 old ppl replaced?huhh,then i rather it din happen

like education stole my siblings?budden is like cannot liddat say ma

walao eh,every night we pray to the computer,literally sit in front of the comp to pray err..

dear computer,i want to thank........wad?thank u computer for letting me talk to my sis?

liddat olso can?!like no la,sometimes i feel,jus feel that i shld like jus get out

run as far as possible away from this talented world,a world that talks to education

one that sees only how many qualifications you have

your highest education system,

open the door,wear slippers,(dun wear olso can)

grab yr cap,wallet...IC olso no qualification.......

get away from this place,go study at ITE?

nono,study for wad?to xiao fa education?siao err...

sometimes it's all in your thinking

if you like to think it in this way,nobody can stop you,

correct correct?arghh wadeva la okie?

you noe i noe you noe who

our

2009-08-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

yape!
i went w/o food for almost one whole day!!
and i survived!!
from 9 in the morning till 6pm!!
i cleared
3D Modeling
2D Animation
Webdesign (i dun tink so la hor?)
Story
Drawing
now i jus need to hope i'll pass if not i can jus DIE!!
seriously,why make yourself suffer when you can choose not to suffer
go ahead?!
arrrghhhh
imanowl noe?
seriously..kk gtg do rigging lerrs...
ahbyes!!
(ps:i updated)

achromatic

2009-08-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

prepare!!
keep your mouse over the red X button on the top
right hand corner of this browser window and
on the left top hand corner for mac users :D
its gonna be ALRIGHT
jus beardogmonkeychimpanzeecatmouseratGOATsnakeroostergiraffee with it....

dunno whether was it nose-tell-gic
it seemed coming out from the wrong place
from the original to the nose
uncontrollably it fell like rain
water from the tap you on everyday
was it supposed to be like that or was it jus me

trapped in an enclosure big enough for me to fit in
and turn at a minimum of 360degrees
grabbing all assignments swallowing those indigestables and in edibles
pretending that everything was edible and nothing was wrong
all i wanted was someone to talk to
something to empty all the shits in me..
ppl asking how are you like they haven spoken those
three words in their lifes b4
asking for the fun of it(like it was seriously fun)
jiayou doesn't work anymore
like wad can a jiayou do to a person struggling inside
probably you could jus ask me to die
tell me this was wad i asked for,SERVES ME RIGHT
yap!!clap and say well done!
you did this to yourself,congratulations!!
continue to be like that and you'll jus die
then everyone would probably jus open a few bottles
of champagne and celebrate and rise to the occasion
who needs a funeral for such a person?!

probably all that was needed was jus a hug,a big tight one that lasts :(
a pat on the back saying keep your dying spirit up
jiayous on dying,you're reaching your goal

SP3 up next
15-20 portfolio?go where dig?
artist's garbage bin olso dun have la!
vomit out olso can say is abstract art ma
lone animation when i took so long jus to do 77pages
this is like so damn interesting
DAMN IT!damn interesting

2009-07-09T12:18:00.000+08:00

now watching :

finished.......

hahas ethan ruan :D

the finished ones are like super long ago,b4 elearning started,

now you noe y i so busy liaos?

hahas...waiting for time to watch EasyFortuneHappyLife

blue!!

hahas name's called blue.....

:p

2009-06-20T17:21:00.000+08:00

love

church

camp!

生活营2009,is.........

one word,

super duperly AWESOME!!

thank you Lord!

Lucky - Ashily

2009-06-20T15:24:00.001+08:00

Lucky
Ashily
꽃보다 남자 OST

난 힘이 들때면 Lucky in my life
그대가 꿈처럼 다가오네요
슬퍼 질때면 난 Lucky in my dream
그대 따스하게 날 꼭 감싸주네요
언제나 이렇게 웃어요 난
세상이 힘들게 해도
난 절대 눈물은 보이고 싶진 않죠
내 맘을 모르는 그대라도
멀리서라도 그대의 그 미소를
간직할 수 있어 다행이죠
울고 싶을땐 Lucky in my love
상상속 그대가 멋져보여요
울적해지면 난 Lucky in my world
그대 꿈결처럼 날 꼭 안아주죠
언제나 이렇게 웃어요 난
세상이 힘들게 해도
난 절대 눈물은 보이고 싶진 않죠
내 맘을 모르는 그대라도
멀리서라도 그대의 그 미소를
간직할 수 있어 다행이죠

모든게 아름다워 난 너무 행복한걸
외로운 세상에 난 또 내 소원을 담아요
언제나 이렇게 웃어요 난
세상이 힘들게 해도
난 절대 눈물은 보이고 싶진 않죠
내 맘을 모르는 그대라도
멀리서라도 그대의 그 미소를
간직할 수 있어 다행이죠
그대 한걸음만 다가와요

lala~

2009-06-17T15:21:00.000+08:00

i dreamt.....

of you...

i dunno why i did tho...

weeee

2009-06-15T01:55:00.000+08:00

hahas im here to make chiu jealous!!!

jkjk,im going to BATAM!!!

hhahas i dunno whether to be excited anot..

budden......................................................... kk nvm..

hahas to jacq,okie okie!!hahas i next whole week free

yep it's like the holidays!!budden it's like two weeks only!!

and oh no!

i supposed to go find scores...

anws,im gg BATAM!for sheng huo ying,

and yesterday was SNAKE's birthday,and she nvr come

damn sad la cannot wish her..hahas nobody to high JH with me

hahas,i olso dunno why i so excited,k la not really la

tdy's huoli was lame,one word,LAME!!

but BUT!!wacko was NICE..

and huh,me shen huoying grp not very nice,no nice ppls..

(tsk,how can chiu say that)

k la shall accept tit...

eeee tdy is the who birthday and tml is the who birthday..

disgusting..

y so GAOBIA ones!!

hahas anws,aft service was audition,almost came out crying

aiyo,cannot sing stew sing,damn disgusting somemore

no time still apply for musical for wad..hope that i'll enjoy the camp

kk i tink i shall go find the gaobia song sheets now

b4 tml will become *vomits*

yarp!!and I AM GOING TO SKIP webdes krass

OHNO!!!and fail the test...

hahas hopefully can geet sufficient tuition aft tt...

okie tuition teacher?hahas chiu noe who chiu are

yay!!yape!no more choinging asSAImentss for like 2 pathetic weeks

hopefully it's enough!

yep...plus MM retreat on 19th,

hahas ex ex ex ex,dunno how many exes

zhu zhang's birthday!!

weee,hope that is nice,buaibyes ppls!!

*please dun ignore me,i want to drink $1.70 teh bing ehgain*

ijuswantedtosleep

2009-06-01T23:11:00.003+08:00

PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE THIS WARNING!!

THIS IS A SUPER DUPER LONG POST,KINDLY PLACE YOUR MOUSE OVER THE

red colour X AT THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER AND BE PREPARED TO PRESS IT

thank you :p

guess wad?

wad?!

hahas yep correct!!

hahas anws,im deadly kinda on RC now...

weee,and i employed many i tink free ppls

oooo lotsa things happened

and i dunno whether to hate or to love MAYA!!!

ewwww...disgusting!!

waste me time,two modules on it and u say u hate it?

hahas,once the OGL said,if u gg animation

U HAVE TO LOVE MAYA...

soooope!

here it goes!!

ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya
ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya ilovemaya

okie enough!

i dun really like it cos it's super duper hard...

BUT,but ah?

thank God me passed the assignment 1

cool rite?last min dumped olso can pass seh

tdy?

was like any other mondays...like go webdes krass then one hour break then 2Danim lecture then it's like two hour break then aft tt was like 3 FULL HOURS of MARRRYYAAA

hahas..sound fun?

okie la..actually i supposed to be doing story proposal nows

DIEEE!!!!!!

ya anws,i tink the JD a bit pek chek!!

he said,"i am not angry,im jus tired of explaining it again and again"

(in a very angry tone)

cos he explain one thing explain until the sky gg to drop then nobody understand

hahas..so cool rite?no la...

wad freeze transformation then delete historeryyyyyy

AFTER like YOU DO THE wadever constraint thingy

yep,lemme see?he explained that same step twice or thrice tdy liaos

super long la...why cant they jus write a script and scan into maya

and let maya do the rendering n rigging itself sia

kk i tink this is like all nonsense?

yep,so me n quiz(chris) din meet sneeze n shingggGGGGgggg

for lunch,sho sad la...hahas jkjk..

we wandered like floating souls ard the school during the two hours

and we took turns to sleep during animation lecture

then we went to buy

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PANTIES!!

hahas really

opps?!please pretend you nvr read that part...

thank you!!

hahas cos got some John Little sale at the auditorium there...

so we went to walk walk,then got some super nice teddy's and a COW!! selling

it's soft toy la hor,budden super duper BIG!!

guess guess how much!

hahas yep!

u're wrong and correct!

it's like $39.90 for one!

budden it's quite cute

despite the bigness!!

hahas then then we saw someone buying it...

anws,

sat me went for playmax briefing at ORPC

weee it eh nice church :p

then aft tt 1.5 hours of street pub

b4 that,subway for breakfast at 12pm

die!growing sideways!!

did until zeli called

miss GU-MA was late!!

budden me din realised it was like 2.30pm liaos

supposed to meet her like 2pm

then go for LASALLE exhibition

soope was late,late nvm

went to eat lunch somemore

as in her lunch la

i only drank coconut :D

hahas cos ppl wan eat fish!

hahas fish head bee hoon

when she ordered rice instead

took a thousand minutes to find the place and a thousand seconds to find the exhibition halls

super ZAI la the ppl there...typography so super goot

animation olso YI JI BANG!!

see until someone called and said

"haiyo,izzit u olso late?"

then me looked at the clock,4.35pm!!

wa cui....

so i said!

ZELI!!!4.30pm oredi lei!!!

hahas rmb?we took how long to reach LASALLE?

now we need to take the same amount of time to go back

hahas so we decided to take a train as it's faster than walking bac

waaa reached there in sweat...

but it was goot experience la hor...

so that was sat,and i skipped the Voyage that shook the world

i tink it's nice lei...like got alot ppl went

too bad i was having TEAM B dinnerrrrr!

yep....

sun was a superrr tiring day

went church n din play arrrmeeennnnnn!!!

crap la!supposed to play aft that that WEN wan nor!!

anws,thanks for the encouragement :D

aft that went foodcourt collect me card and influenced,mayb not

bokey n auntamychewychocolatefudgecake to eat from teh korean stall

yep!so goot rite?bet chiu din expect that...

went to RS cos ppl wanted to

nono cos of the tempting anderson's ice-cream ah oyce?

hahas walked until we almost,almost combed the whole entire RC

hahas raffles city de clothes shops..

end result : two super tired ppl following one super not tired ppl gg around finding places to sit and rest,and and,we got lost la,as in lost on another!thank God for handphones :D

yep...superrrbbb tired,so went into the train to sleep..

almost toured singapore

cos took greenline until abt dunno where..

then took bac to raffles place,change to marina bay then to YCK

aft which back to bishan,to try circle line,to serangoon,

and finally finally back to toa payoh to meet parents for diinnnnnaaarrrrhhhhh!!

hahas yeps!!and that ends the day with gg home to choing hw?

now u noe y i nvr do homework?huh?

thank you me sleeping buddiieeeeeee!!

oh ya!not forgetting the sign which turned red

saying...

OVERSTAY!

whens i's tappss meesss cardsss at toa payoh...

the person asked,you came from CITYHALL?

you nvr come out?

hahas n i went like yarp...

hahas then can liaos...

whooopsss!!i tink i better go do me story proposal nows

like dues ons 8amss tomolos?

kk byebye!!thanks for staying tho....

to shing : nope nvr win nvr win...super long nvr play liaos..not counted......

to JAC : uh yep me know...okie la not very cool,only quite cool when u cycle with the wind

to jas : omgggg u know wad?u're actually being excused,(you may go now)okie la..will create one for you okie?dun sad ah...AND DUN TSKKKKK me ah...hahas thank u...

1st

2009-05-13T02:41:00.001+08:00

sunday was D-session n C-session w/beft!

too bad bike spoilt!

today was okie uh..

went for tuesday's krass s usual...

8am tew 3pm..

budden tdy super goot

cos 2D animation was only 2hours..

after tt the 'cher gtg for something

then everybody started to leave

hahas cool rite?

anws,i tink i love me krass

i tink la..

olso dunno y,super quiet

first half of story was to sleep

played some like,like uh..

like print screen animation

budden aft break(given de)

was like a bit alert..

break was super throwface sia

me n jean went to take temp

then we tot go print animation notes..so we queued..

then aft tt another our krass de came

she tot we have,so she said

"can help me print one?"

uh,then come the super cool part..

Jean tot i had the thumbdrive of notes

so she queued,i tot she had tit so i queued olso..

damn lame!!in the end had to go up n take me thumbdrive

in which din even have the notes inside

DAMN GAOBIA can..

so paiseh,they like waiting for me to open me file...

then DUN HAVE!!!

thank God there got ppl whom 1/3 to print olso la..so

borrowed from them..took to photocopy

released earlier so went to attend GAHYAAA's lecture

wore slippers n kana caught(ltr)

went do 3D in case they got spotcheck

waa,quite fruitful

met laugher!(hahas stupid xr,laugh at me!!shall call u laugher!!)

anws was like super opps?!cos see me robot like nvr touch at all

but was okie la,nvr criticise or anything jus

ehh?i see i see...

inside the krass having MAYA GAOBIA test

so super hard la

5-10 mins complete one plate air!

not funny lo!!

aft which went find GAHHYAAA at blk L

changed ez-link

whilst *ahem* gracie dear stayed to help us look aft bag

waa so goot uh..

anw,aft effects cant install n i dunno whyee..

went noooweeeenaaa aft tt to meet were-nest! for dwiinnner

and they like like to be early lo

hahas unlike me,hate to be early...actually not really hate la

jus dun like only..hahas i tink this posst superb long...

dinnered @ subway

and for teh first,not ever,time

mwee dwinn eat 2na hahas tuuunaaaaa

cos gracie dear say dun order..

hahas i so guai lo..

met ehh,limjie's friend @ bsf

headed home aft bsf!

n i still,up tew now,dun feel like doing any homework

plus ms ester haven throw teh hw in reference drive yert..

okiie enough!!

superrrrrr sian

2009-05-10T03:17:00.000+08:00

i jus dun feel like doing anything
hahs,totelly!!
hahas,wed was spent with
GAYAH n her friends..
super funny la..
anws..
b4 tt got killed
hahas literally
KILLED my mood for drawing
imagine doing 2 days of shading
then it got disapproved
moral dived into i dunno where
but it jus dived..
totally no mood to do anything liaos..
mayb i shall not do anymore
and jus let tit be
mayb i shld get scolded for that
like hahas SERVES ME RIGHT la
painting ma?of course cannot la!
anw anw met GRACE hahas times two
for prayer session n for subway
respectively
arghh,found a person from MGBD
whom feels like giving up
like same as what i felt previously
forgot her name(horrible me)
anw,jiayous k?
i shall jus use this as an inspiration!
the PIANO IS GRRRRREAAATTTT!!!
and the CELLO!!omg made me feel like taking it up again
cant believe i actually learnt tt b4!!!
it's here...got tit from SHINGGGgggGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGgggggggggggggggggg!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys
yep,go listen!!
and i dunno y STEW!!
k,byebye!!

superrrr tired

2009-05-06T00:53:00.003+08:00

hahas kk i tink i shall do a short one
thank u ALL for making 4th May a nice day :D
i tink,it's in order ba...
early ppls...
ehh,1 day b4 orh...
hand shake frm N.BOO!
ate lunch with four aunties
we have
chan妈妈,
tan妈妈,
and ong妈妈...
hahas swensens ah..and someone went cameron highlands lo
nvr kana treat,auntie qing ke air...
proceeded to BS ah..and became a jie muiiii
super funny la..
kk,then came the rew day..
so,i dunno whether izzit in order not..
but...

THANK YOU...
abigail!!!!for teh cookies!!
BF!!for the lame call..hahas,ya and it's the nicestcalleverreceived
charis
JAYNE LEE for the special delivered foods?(melbourne imported)
JASLYN LEE(perth imported)
maegala
LAO-ODA!!!
moon sweat!HA!
christin uh...
JACQUELINE aka lvoe!!
TI-MORE-TAI(dushu)
AND-REW
WIFEEEEEEEEEEEEY...
GAH-YAH!!(for the 5am msg)
LAO-DA!!
JOOOOOOOOOOO
ZELI the 5star bassist!
SHIYI the yuan yuan:D
justin,for the song....
COUSIN,ELIZABETH!!
liying uh...
QUIZZZZZZZ(chris!for peiing me the whole day of class)
the GREAT AWESOME 'baobao'(u noe who u r uh,great awesome sneeze?)
SHINGGGGGGggggggggggggGGGGGGGGGGgggggg(for speaking through the glass panel)
JEANIE!!!memidnightbarrdeeeeee
azreena for the POCKY
LINDA for the bash!(18 uh?)
John TZH for the purposely late de(oh ya ah)
KYLIE SEAH the dogter and ?takopachi?
ESTHER!!for the FB wishing..
not forgetting late ppls which din forget
LIN 1c!!!
and DU xinran!!!
hahas,yep!

and to GAHHYAAAHHH for the super big
fonted papers and for waiting for me aft class
to go TANJONG PAGAR to attend class
with me!!omg!!
thank u lei,sry sry,ma fanned ni lerrs...

last of all,for ppl that sang at AMOY street hawker centre...
i tink uh,got
lao da
wifeeey
garyaaaah
wanwen n i dunno the friend call wad name uh..
JIAYUN!!!
tuna!
dou dous..
moon sweat..
zeeeliiiissss
ya, tt the ppl who were there ah...

not forgetting ahee for the suki sushi meal..
tgt with cousins on sun nwite..
uh,ehh still got who ah...
waa a lot lei..
oh ya,and for all the presents!!
SUPERLY APPRECIATED!!

last but not least
MUMMY n DADDY
for waiting for me to come home cut cake
at 11pm?or so...
waa!!a lot sia..sounds like hong xin da jiang(LIKE REAL)
ehh..
ya and MOST IMPORTANTLY
to GOD who brought me to planet earth
on this very special day....
and ya...omg,unglamming disgusting..*crosses finger*
yarpppp hope i dwinn miss any1 out air...
oooo!i tink im doned!!
eyes damn tired...8am till 10pm out for mon n tues
DEAD TIRED
goot nwites ppls...

okie

2009-05-05T00:51:00.001+08:00

ehh,im brbing..
thanking post ahead
stay websited(if u want la)
thank u very much...
byebye!!

disgusting

2009-04-20T10:43:00.000+08:00

omgomgomgomgomgomogmgomg!!

something superly extremely

DISGUSTINGLY

disgusting is gg to start in the count of 1 1/2 hours time

ewwwww

this stupid thing is henceforth

none

other

than

hahas and timetable is disgustingly disgusting

credits to 5-star bassist!!

for the word

to describe

N
G

outing :p

2009-04-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

lunch aka drink session w/long lost friend!!

hahas one word

TREASURED!!

superly

duperly

dearly

i dunno how to describe

lotsa things changed

the only time in which we din stop talking

hahas..

perhaps u shld noe who ba

aft tt,jogging w/sis

waa,ache sia!

damn long nvr jog le...

lame!

2009-04-13T10:56:00.001+08:00

sent laptop to

ACER hospital

waited for approx 3hours

for me turn

damn pathetic...

haix,acer ah acer..

thank God we got free adapter

which i tink is the charger olso

thank God got ppl to entertain me

whilst waiting

almost slept la!!

somemore over lunchtime

rmb ah,aft lunchtime then go ah ppl

dun be like me...

if not they call u to wait 1 and 1/2 hours

is equals to 3hours

DOUBLE

hahas....

bleh!

2009-04-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

haix,im damn sad la

comp hanged me up

thank God for nice uncle to lend or rather borrow

me eh nice mac desktop for me to kill my boredom

finished BFF or izzit BOF :p

now left BQNW to go..

nice ending tho

*closes eyes and wishes*

arghhh,nvm,anw,

sending poor lap-pee for repair on mon

pray tt it'll be alright

no access to me songs

no access to dling shows to watch

no access to ahhh

haix,super duper sad now

ignore me okie?

it'll be over soon

THURSDAY!!

hahas..nth

yup pray tt no need to leave lap-pee untew

more than 1 day :(

cos SCHOOL IS LIKE REOPENING IN LIKE

1 PATHETIC WEEKS' TIME!!!

and i need a laptop to survive

hahas,yup and i jus used <3's> to beat my

WORD CHALLENGE

record!!arghh not very high tho,jus like 5,000 over..

jus bac from JDXXX and its like super duper funny

altho there's like only like min ppl gg..

shou gong is super nice

and i learnt bout the gun glue ah?

or was it glue gun,super cool

shall get one next time

standing there watching ppl like running here and there

'ppl dancing' 'ppl running super funnyly'

anws,it's like super super diff from last time

hahas mus count survivors from last time

lao-da couldn't make it so gaobia went

and lao-oda went too :D

ehh anw pray for gaobia tt things wud go well better

as in like things wud turn out better for gaobia

and that gaobia's headache wud recover soon :(

opps,die i din leave any space here so like kinda hard to read

yup,ehh,nvms...

EASTER SUNDAY TML!!

or izzit in a few mins time

then soon it'll be like 1 week

7 days

school

reopen

*clutches hands tgt and prays for a nice timetable*

*wishes for a nice drawing teacher*

*pray for it not to be.....*

*says Amen*

okie

dedicated to ESYL

2009-04-07T12:01:00.003+08:00

arloss everybody!!

hmm,ehh here's another birthday wish!!

ya,so...

tdy's

ELIZABETH'S BIRTHDAY!!

so....

hahas,yep

Happy Birthday to my dearest cousin!!!

hope yr leg will recover soon :D

then u no need to take the two things to school everyday

haix,like so super poor thing la!!

anw,we're finally same age la!

like seriously finally

yep..

once again,

Happy 17th Birthday to YOU!!!

dedicated to ALAL :D

2009-04-06T12:11:00.003+08:00

ahlo everybody!!

or like ppl that frequence's here,

tdy is......

AILEEN'S BIRTHDAY!!

so....

ehh,yep!!

Happy Birthday AILEEN!!!

aka la0-0da,aka spring onion,

yep!the GREATEST lamer on planet earth!!

hahas hope u'll always stay lame,

forever :D

Happy 19th Birthday To You!!

n n

hope u'll enjoy this super lamed special day God has given you!!

dedicated to GNSL :p

2009-04-05T02:15:00.005+08:00

ahlo ppls!!

tdy,is

GERALDINE's BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY GERALDINE!!!!

hahas,i'll nvr ever forget yr birthday sia

since the day i knew it in maths (mass cheok's) class

yay!!M18 liaos,can go watch M18 shows le

hahas,no need parental consent for calling the 1900 hotlines le

hahas congrats GEEEEEEeeeeeraaallldinneeee

stay lame

always

knsknsknsknskns!!

2009-04-04T16:21:00.001+08:00

hello everybody tt bothers to come here

hahas im damn damn damn damn

frustrated with myself

so im jus gg to start typing nonsense

ya i tink my english shld have failed

cos i dunno why ppl jus cant

understand what the hell im talking about:D

and i have damn super duper ugly ____

yep and and and and

so-on-and-so-fourth is super duper i-dunno-wad-to-say

and i totally agree with what lao-0da says

*claps*

is like if u dun experience it for yourself you wun be able to

feel it for yourself and and QH is super duper lame

now then i realised,thank MAC prorerrrrr(zharmer) that

i managed to get tt programme into teh mac

and managed to cut the disk!

nono i shall say,RIP!!yep rip the disk

arghhh,i seriously dun feel like writing the script..

budden is like have to write la!

so kns la!!!

eee and i jus saw me timetable

it seriously sucks

jus one name on it,DESTROYED the whole timetable

dun feel like looking at it again

DAMN SIAN

somemore is like 2 more weeks

2 MORE WEEKS OF FREEDOM

B4 its time to get bac to serve your jail term

hahas ppl like us?are like jail birds

jail animals wadeva,waiting to be released from

the SIN OF SLEEPING :D

the SIN OF GOING OUT

i feel like gg out for another

drink!!

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hahas a $1.70 drink

called ICED TEA

that fulled me up

aww,damn nice la!!!

dunno wad they add sia

like all the drinks added together then equals to this

super cool la

drink until damn super full..

hahas time to go bac n do me SCRIPT!!

pathetic script that me olso dunno y me is doing

PATHETIC rite?

n n im doing this because i tink shld

JUS LET TIT BE..

cos some ppl jus dunno how to do SIA

omg..freaking irritating sia

super HUH-able

hee...jus swallow it and say

okie,i'll DO IT!!

then smile and say,please take your break

you've worked hard enough

i'll help u do cos u dun understand and dunno how to do sia

okie?kk

hahas i feel as if im like talking to myself

damn PATHETIC!!

hahas guess wad,i wanted to check my email

so i typed www.email.com hahas seriously dunno wad m i doing

Y LIDDAT?!

random update

2009-03-25T01:53:00.001+08:00

okie,i tink i shld update a little bit la hor

since now im considered like slacking :D

hahas,this whole holiday

has

been

fun

far

hahas..

had the BEST,yaya best la hor?

xiao zhu ju hui :p in me life,

no la,we partially just like spent 1 hour plus

walking from bus stop to bus stop searching for the right one to take

touring ard church area in the bus

ya,seriously!!!

aft like walking ard to find the bus stop,

we spent another 1 hour in the bus

cos i din noe the 133 routes ard bugis tt area la!

so we took the bus from the wrong,totally wrong direction

imagine!walking to bugis from raffles city and taking a bus bac

ehh,no la we actually missed like 2 to 3 buses cos it's like super full

and then like someone insisted on taking bus

so,ya,

TOOK

BUS

saw how hardworking ppl study in the bus..

super hardworking

got to know a jie mei by chance

hahas,jie mei ah..u shld noe hu u r ah...

haix

so 3 ppl,nono

actually is like 4...

we had

webcam session ha!

cos the 3 ppl nvr touched a webcam b4?

then they start spamming yr webcam wen u jus went to help the adults

take some lame grp photo..

hahas...

oh ya,then got the ferrari part

super super funny la!!

like,u shld see the reaction slowly

as the thing spread..then u see ppl running off

then the person in the skype went like

WAD HAPPEN?

then it's like,ehh..

nono,got

ferrari pass by,then everybody go see

omg!!damn funny la!!!!

ehh,ya

then there was this TEH BING experience..

damn full,imagine

drinking a $1.70 de super big cup of teh bing

with an empty stomach!!

i almost died la

keep going toilet

stupid!!all yr fault la!!

the disappearing act

arghhh!!!dream dream dreams :X

then was results out day...

my results sux,sux big time

argh!nvm,i dun tink u'll understand

it jus sucks...

cant get into story

need to choose another

elective!KANASAI!!!

shldn't have chosen,got a bad feeling like

i tink i chose the wrong one la hor..

i dun understand la

Ms Gail said,if you dun choose I WILL CHOOSE ONE FOR YOU

hahas,isn't that like good?then i dun have to

go through the headache of choosing it meself ma

hor?anws,i jus randomly picked like me first choice

second choice and like third choice

anw,nobody in the house noe's wad im studying

like wads the point la

ppl say

waa ah!now u got all the attention u wan

hahas!!

is that supposed to be funny ah..

i tink im supposed to like laugh la hor

is like it jus feels empty

like a lot of things jus got taken away

jus one word,

GONE

yep

geeeohhhhanddddeeeeee...

full stop..

anw,i shall start ya,START doing some stuffs

for studio project like err.3?or something liddat

so i mayb can sleep the day b4 it...

weeee~

2009-03-17T03:26:00.002+08:00

i felt happy
cos the date i tink,was 17th march
and i got a free $1.70 teh bing!!!
it was jus
one word....

SPEECHLESS!!

forcing ppl not to eat,making ppl hate me
i dunno why it's liddat,jus feels so warm
so comfortable why does things always seem so zhun
whywhywhywhy...
thank you so and so and so and so....
:D
one word,contented...

happiness

2009-03-11T23:17:00.002+08:00

kk shall do this post..

ehh,wads HAPPINESS?!

kk according to wikipedia,the free encyclopedia,

Happiness is a state of mind or feeling such as contentment, satisfaction, pleasure, or joy. A variety of philosophical,religious,psychologival and biological approaches have been taken to defining happiness and identifying its sources.

happiness is.....

happiness is not having what you want but wanting what you have.

Happiness,is...spending time with the one you love :p

happiness is taking jump shots,enjoying life's most valuable gift
FRIENDS!!!

kk lets see wad different ppl say okie?

HAPPINESS IS..............

well.... i think really being happy is having a sense of contenment. being able to see the good in even the worst situations, only because you know things could be far worse. happiness lies within you, only you can unleash it fully. seeing others smile makes me truely happy.

To come to place where you realize life isn't perfect, but to look at the cup half full and be grateful for all that you have, rather than worrying about all your troubles and what you lack...

To spend quality time studying and in the end to know that all that you have studied for is useless,happiness is failling a test after studying so hard for it.

Being loved and loving uncoditionally, spending time in nature, watching the stars, playing with my pets, learning/experiencing new things each day, laughing with friends, knowing myself more (self-awareness) and others (socializing), traveling, etc

I think whatever makes me feel good is my happiness..............

hahas,yay!i did online research..
hahas,ehh soooope,wad does happiness mean to you...
hahas yay!

anw,someone asked me to post a post liddat...

horrr-lee-days

2009-03-10T01:06:00.001+08:00

okie,ehh im here to ehh post ah,bout dey hor-lee-days

shou xian,rite aft SP2 presentation marmiie brought me to eat

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SAKAE BUFFET!!!

my red plate!!
hahas cos we were super hungry,so we ate at abt like 4 plus...
cos supposed to go bac take art work frm ms quek,budden miss quek not in
super sad,so we left teh note on her board,hoping she'll see it
hahas super funny,shld have taken picture of the board
with our taught lame-ness...
me n R...

yep,then on the 28th feb,saturday i tink,
hahas woke up super duper early,cos lao-oda,gaobia n plus one
gg mission trip,go (send plane) song ji...
reached airport at ard 8 liddat
super hungry
waited for ah wife to arrive,she late seh!
i early..hahas,then J came
with &-rew
slacked aft they left...
roamed t3 for a while
looked for presents
did some nice stone shading thingy,
free somemore
nice lei...then we saw some lame ppl doing some
race in t3,something like collecting stamps from the shops
in t3,then aft got wad lucky draw,hahas
lame ppl,lamer than us...
anw..bus-ed back from airport to PP
cos J 1/3 to buy shirt
then bus-ed to J's house,collect guitar
then go for practice
raining somemore
so late for practice :o

anw,then it was sunday..
i was bored so i took photo
we started to take photo of the /\ thing above
me n J was waiting for time to pass aft church
cos like need to go celebrate CLP's birthday during dinner
so we slacked,whilst J did hw,hahas so guai
until 'tution teacher' came n went off
so we decided to clean face,and i started taking the photos of the
clean face tt thing
weee!!so fun...
hahas..
oh ya,we went to THE CATHAY's Aston's for dinner..
so like abt 6 of us queued for abt one hour plus?
so we played some wad la mian then dunno wad got la de..
super not very fun to play,ehh okie la..
aft which they became lame
cos they started to ask,EH wen yr birthday ah?
ya ask n guess n guess until i wan to sleep liao
hahas final ans
i decided to have me birthday on the 1st of april
y?cos it's like april fool's day
*claps hands*
hahas,so i shld thank God,no one noes me birthday
yay,thank God thank God..

ehh..then came 3rd march

i did something tt is looking super weird on me..

hahas,super super super duper weird

u wun wan to noe,seriously...

then came 5th march,i tink was a thursday

hahas the day!!

that me n R went bac to take art work..

ehh,we went bac for tom yam,then went to find mr lee..

not in

then went to find ms quek,olso not in..

and R is super super super 'wad' lo

like 'eh,see,miss tay,'

then me looks ard..

aft tt R goes 'dun look right'

like right at the moment wen i was like looking right la!

haix,so we went to do miss quek card first

the front(above)the back (above)

hahas sooope,mission accomplished!!

aft tt we lame-ed with miss quek whilst waiting for marmiie to

come :D and miss quek is still as lame :p

hahas i tink she improved on lameness ba..

went home aft gg NTUC with mum

at nite,

went cycling..

then something came out of me leg

liddat

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sounds like it's like planned liddat..

hahas,lesson learnt : dun change gear gg up slope

I DIDN'T LOR!!

accidentally lei,serious!

ya,tt was me left leg,can put straight

right leg got orh-ceh (blue-black)

ehh,thank God i fell on the pavement,

waa,scarly fall on the road bu shi shiiii diaoo liao..

ahnor,liddat lo..

kk shall end tit here..

happy holidays! to ppl tt are having

and JIAYOU J!!

march holiday's are coming!!

jiayou jiayou!

hahas,useless,wads jiayou for?

feel so useless,are u a friend of _____?

seeing me friend in this state

then like can do nth,ya ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

at all to change the situation or like to help in that area

ARGHHH!!im useless,fullstop...

kk byebye,dun listen to useless ppl rant..

thismarkstheend

2009-03-01T01:55:00.004+08:00

oooo lala!!
guess wad!!
i finished 2SPs!!!!
ya!and there was a rainbow after the rain!!
and the rainbow means God has fulfilled His promise :D
thank u Lord...
hahas random,
ehh,anws..was super early for presentation n wore super informally
waa,shld hav worn wad mom called me to wear lo
STUPID SEH,scared hot...then so damn informal
ehh anw,i really really wanna thank june,not feb not march not april
no la,it's JiUNN!!!
for not turning up,cos i tio GaIL

*applause*

for gail's appearance...
cos we were like waiting outside the room then the eva came
went in,was like super nervous liao,then aft a longer while
gail opened teh door,then she walked in..
was like omgomgomgomgomgomg!
thank you God!
ya,then my posterrrrr n CD coverrr nvr write name!!
then tio shoot...at first she quite fierce
then aft tt,she say
'next time,please put yr name'
then i nodded...aft tt was quite okie la..
is like,
4586703298729384958740867031948-210875389653times
better than YJS
noe?at least u noe where you did wrong
not like some ppl jus keep on shooting..
like a gun that has nvr ending bullets,
害得poor七七受了很大的打击haix.....
该死derrrr油准想
真是的
one day dun open the mouth
one day dun stop shooting ppl
u will DIE HUH!!!ehh,opps,did i jus mention die?
anw,one day w/o shooting hor...
his bullets will become rusty huh?!
mouth will become sore huh..
like one day someone must really go take a bullet train
and keep shooting him bac seh!
haix....poor seven seven..:(
k la,dun say liao wait kana slappppppp by sevenseven
ehh,kk,i tink i tink...
im so gna do this....................

yep!i tink it's called KOON!!
yaaaarrrrrrrr
im so gna close the window,lock the door,put a sign outside
mayb saying
"person inside having COMA,come back later"
then put
"thank u very much"
close the door,shut tit tight,and go to sleep

something random....
aww,i miss taking sky pictures,so nice lo the clouds!!!

okie byebye!!tml morning got a exam talk needa attend
olso dunno attend for wad...
no sunday school ma,then go attend lo
no need by ZZ for one week!!
feels...........

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ya!!!kk ahbye!
and and,thank u Jc and Ac for tagging...
plus plus,tdy's regina's birthday,
so...................
Happy 18th Birthday REGINA!!!!
kk gtg liao,omg so early liaos

up-put-date!

2009-02-20T16:42:00.004+08:00

ahlo everybody...

ehh im here to up-put-date
shall start with friday,
nono...i tink start with like last wed(11th feb)...
last wed, gaobia! n +1 n 'the claim to-be' wifey came over to stay
we splat to sleep,dajie slept in me room
me n gao bia slept in assss-linnn's room,on the floor with me bolster
n +1 n wifey slept in dajie's room
ehh,super cui,me n gao bia slept @ 6plus am,then then like 1030 got
studio project,so need to go to school,so got tup at ard 9am...
wa cui lo!!!
nvm nvm,train train then next yr can use..
ehh...

i tink shall skip thurs,cos nth really nice happened la hor
friday was dajie's BIG day!!
waa y lei,ehh cos like she need to go and fly
yaya,she gg aust study
(waaa,how can u announce ut here lei?)
then hor pian pian studio project is like just started
so super super cui lo,not nice not nice
oh ya,is dajie's big day,cos like almost
ALMOST!!all the youth from church came to flood T3
ahahs,plus her sec. sch friends a lot ppl
plus teh cousins were there to give deh support too
huh?support?support her leaving?yaya
yaya like real,anws...
ahma went too!!like awwww..so cute hor
ehh,n guess wad,i was told to actout eh drama
ya like real,i dunno wad happen
i told myself to hold it
hold it till everything was over,cos assss-linnn called
then dunno wad happened to me,
i spent like super short time doing her card
made endamame n bought farewell gift
spent the shortest time doing a photoshoped card,
4 hours,plus a hand written card like abt 30mins?finished!
GAO BIA-ish

wa!so fast learn how to clear screen liaos sia!!!

ehh r u tired of scrolling?

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kkkk can liao can liao,sry uh gg to rant a lot hor....

kk here it goes....

i broke down
like seriously walao stupid lo so drama for wad
everytime dajie came over to say goodbye or came to hug me
i jus borke down,tears just rolled down
stupid lo cry for wad sia
nobody cry u cry until liddat for wad
dunno la dunno la dunno liao okie?
she came to say goodbye,then i cried
then jy came over to gimme a hug,then then then
mousey came LATE!!hahas
she cried to,not as pekchek as i did tho
CLP is even worst!
"wo de xin hen nan guo,dan shi wo ku bu chu"
n n YE's DSLR?izzit a dslr?is super super heavy!!
cos he bring the lame flash tt's like super long
make the whole camera super hard to hold
somemore they 1/3 to take like pictures with them
putting the sign from 10 till 1...
like they pose 10,then take...
then 9.....then.....8 liddat lo
ma fan rite?

aft which arrrmiiiee n dare-dii went over with dajie
leaving me with two old ppl
one tt translates aft hearing another
funny ppl...
anws,cousins came over to stay,awww so sweet of them to
pei orh...watched P0nyo on the cliff by the sea
ehh whilst snacking on midnight feast!!
waa infamous midnight feast,thinking bac how we used to have tt
waaaa super long liao
the last time was primary school lei

uh,anws...

watched until like 3am?or like even later

packed all goodies outside

onned the air-con n slept till abt 10am the next morn...

hahas,its called the cousins' night in!!

woke up to have super late breakfast

ahnor,liddat lo...

then it was saturday

february the 14th...

'4 NEW MESSAGES RECEIVED'

(in teh hp...)

thank u everyone who placed a msg in my inbox

thank u ahees tt cared to call everyday asking 'bout everything

ehh,ya....

kk yaya february the 14th!!!

ehh hahas,woke up super ubber late

me n E stayed at home whilst ahee fetched

NAI's n YE's go for some lame

kk mayb its like not very lame tho

ya some talk so we stayed at home

cos R needa go tuition

awww,R almost din wan to go for tuition cos she wanted to stay
for a longer period of time
ehh,ahnor liddat lo..

hahas,gao bia like to backtrack,alot!!

ehh did lame ricesack animation aft tt at home with E cos

E had nth on,so we onned the air-con and hibernated inside

blasted music and repeated songs

then then managed to make the rice sack have fats!

ehh anw,met bo-key,n gaobia for dinner @ heartland mall

bo-key had a bruise,awww,and gao bia kept laughing

went WHITE TANGERINE

poor bo-key din manage to eat her chocolate fondue

dun sad okie?next time go eat with you okie..

eat until super full,then bussed home with gao bia

cos gaobia! n +1 n wifey 1/3 to stayover

so we went home to wait for wifey n +1 to come

funny(farnie) lo,call them come by front i no back gate key

bu ting jiu shi bu ting

haix,in the end ppls cant wait,need go i let

so i let two burglars in...

aiseh they literally climbed in la!!!

then onned air-con again,wifey teached gao bia maths

while ppl play webcam,play until so super secretive lo

wear earphones plus mic somemore

haix then gao bia said :"tt's wad happen when u have a friend tt's __ ____.

ya,fill in the blanks yourself

super cui,found one commonality...

we all slept at ard like 2plus am?

then the next day is plan to wake up at 7,get out of the house

by 7.30am,take bus then go funan n eat eat YAKUN!!

ahnor,then in the end dunno who woke up first,

budden i woke up at 8plus,waaaa

cos u noe wen u depend on me to set alarm is = to no need to set de

cos i love the snooze button,however wen it gets nicer to sleep

then i'll turn it off!!

sooooope,dashed out of the house,cos of teh previous days'

de robbers way or method of getting in,almost din get to go out

from the back door

n when you get out from the front door

u'll only reach the bus-stop in 8922354103.002453210 minutes

which will be the time to go home n sleep

so begged lo,and thank gao bia for gaobia's fluent canto

tt got us escaping from lame breakfast at home la!

uh then come someting tt's super super super super super super

argghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

i tink now the whole church's youth noe liao lo

no need to tell anybody everybody noe liao lo

aiseh,thanks uh!!(i tink u noe hu u r)

i shall not disclose yr big name here okie?

wait u become embarassed...awwww....

and bo-key din come for sunday school ahgain

hahas,and then the number jus decreased for some lame stupid reason

seriously i shld jus quit olso la

since nobody olso wans to come

skipped,LATERALLY SKIPPED closing prayer

KANASAI!!!ZHU ZHANG!!!WAD U DOING!!!

ahnor ahnor i shld jus jus jus jus jus jus jus jus QUIT!!

i dunno y

i dunno wad happened

i dunno what went into me

i have no idea how come i sat there

during service and almost burst into tears

hahas stupid rite?

u noe y,i kept staring at the team a ppl,was like thinking

ehh?!i tot dajie was playing the piano?

then where she go

zhu zai sheng dian zhong was played by new hands

no la another pair of hands tt's all

couldn't take it

so went to the i let to pour it out

hahas,stupid again

ahnor like the SME said,

quan bu qu le, zhi sheng xia zhe ge ben dan zai zhe li

ahnor ahnor true la hor

ITS TRUE!!!!!

went to eat then actually promised to go partyworld de

then stupid animation haven do

then like still got one more week then is submission liao

kanasai

was on the train gg to go the bishan one,if not then go the yishun de

tgt with C,waaa so dumb lei want to go want to go liao

then in the train suddenly rmb +1 need to come n scan thing

so i told my best friend :(

arghh

orh zhen shi mei yong,hai ren jia bai fei xin xi

haix,then ppl travel all the way u say u cannot go

go die la u!!!!

(for yr info,im talking to myself)

so took bus home lo

waaaaaaa,super super super hot lo

feel like i jus robbed ppl's happy n excited feeling for absolutely NOTHING!!!

stupid rite?one day i shall jus disappear,then only will ppl open champange n

serioiusly celebrate!!

YA!!really lo,wad can i do?

ans : nth

wad can i contribute?

ans: nth

conclusion,

USELESS FELLA

tt bai zhu bai chi bai shui bai huo le!!

arghhhh!!!!!!!

so i decided to use bo-key's new found love to text her...

hahas super funny lo,hopefully i seriously encouraged her

ahnor liddat lo......

aiya i tink i rant enough liaos,sry la

ppl home alone ma,nth to do so come here n rant,

use mac to rant,i tink is faster,a bit faster than using windows

HUH!

i dunno lei...

waaaa sunday still need to tink of wad games to play like

so so so so so so ma fan lo

orh bu xiang gan le

thank God for all the songs tt accompanied me through the

nights that i successfully stayed up and completed my work

and design work sucks

plus i rather have exams man!!!sick n tired of this life

i jus wanna

KOON!!!!!

yep literally koon nor...

n dun wake up till the next sem starts

its like gg to school is finding reasons not to sleep

as if sleeping is a sin

if its liddat then its okie la

sian sia,then the two ppl downstairs downstairs is like super irritating

they go

"zhuo wan gong ke zhao dian shui hor"

orh,then aft go

"nii bu yao bu shui hor"

like hello?!im like so so so so so dead if i sleep lo

seriously shld tink it over....

haix,hao le bu xiang zai type le

need to go zharm portfolio,anyhow do a few more b4 gg to print tit out tml

ahnor...

thanks for reading all the way here

ehh,wud u mind leaving down yr name,address,telephone number

ehh wait wait,siao uh!u tot voicemail huh

ehh nono.....

wud u mind kindly leaving yr name here so i can credit you

for your tremendous efforts of scrolling and reading all the way till here

ah,ya correct....dun read n go okie?

aft reading u need to let or show others that you can scroll ma

n tt at least u had the patience to read all the way down here

so leave yr name okie?mayb i'll give you a prize!!

ahnor 'nor...leave your name hor

kk i go zharm portfolio liaos

ahbye!!!

LEAVE YOUR NAME OKIE?

DUN FORGET UH...

dun put nickname uh...i'll be damn sad de....:(

uh wadeva!say wadeva...

WADEVA!

kkkkkk i really really really go liao...

jus now type so much cos maya render super slow...

C say can put maya,so i go put then render like snail

so i come here n post lo....

TAG AT THE TAGBOARD okie?

k la i really really go liaos,

dunno u errr,u better tag n flood my tagboard okie!!

sai-yo-na-ra!!!

ahbye!!!!

beeeeahhhrealbeeeee

2009-02-19T14:41:00.001+08:00

ehh,dun come here first ah..
updating in progress
go go go,ahhhhh!!!
SP2 in progress
beeee-riteeeeeeee-bbwackkkkkkk!!
kk i better go liaos,ahbye!
check bac if u like okie?
lame post coming up...
yaya,corrite..

kns

2009-02-06T07:00:00.002+08:00

arghhh!!!!!!
haven been blogging
cos of stupid storyboard asSAIment!!!
ehh stupid june call us to tryout acting then aft which
say we trying to change the storyline
is like asking us to go n gong piah!!
walao lo!!
k la k la i haven been super super slack
i've been sleeping @ approx. 2am plus everyday
not sleeping for abt 2 days
staying at C's house until abt 2plus am
all for this stupid project
and stupid june still ask,
did u all encounter any difficulties during your project
like different styles,n then stares bac at us
stupid stupid idiot la!!!
sadist+ma-fanist+haiwaiianist+stoart-cher-ist
ohh,and if u are a high supporter of YJS,im sorrie to have spoilt your
super nice impression of him cos he really do suck!!

kk three modules down,
another two modules plus one to be down by the end of today
5pm!!!and guess wad i need to animate plus do the after effects thing within like
abt 5pm today...plus my ANFUN sucks..the jumping rice sack
thank God i checked ytd mine was like for dunno wad reason,not in
the reference drive at all la!
i dunno where it went..anw gg to re-pai it ltr
praying hard tt i still got time and tt i dun have to redo
some stupid maya
arghhh!!!
i
need
a
mac
for
maya!!!
and

FINAL

CUT

PRO
!
!

errr...diao...need one then go get one la..

aww man...
is like 3 more pathetic weeks before its like
end of the semester two
which means two more weeks before the end of year one
waaaa!!kns lei...mayb i shld jus quit course...
uh OGL say u mus love maya..
how to love maya wen it dun lemme save me work
crash n crash n crash until no need to save liao
everytime save it got the stupid green bar
move from left to right then say
MAYA APPLICATION HAS STOPPED WORKING
walao ehh...siao wan lei
liddat how to do path animation sia

haix,kk i go do my character shwaaadddinggg liaos...
ahbye!!
tag ah...
tqtq....

cny lo

2009-01-26T11:28:00.002+08:00

waaaa SakAe sushi sia!!
no la…its kbox’s de…
fri : with X n A to celebrate X’s birthday
0nly then did I realise tt X was like two years older than me la
noob rite?

went Kbox,for mi first time @ cineleisure…
this is called zharming food
cos we went for the buffet and got broke!
ya budden it was like the cheapest steak n sashimi I ever ate
ya in the end we poured out all our dolaarrr doorla
until both me n A got broke
k la I left 10cents…
tried smuggling pizza,X’s pizza budden the person came to
sort of ‘help us keep first’
then aft tt return us..hahas lame..
A kept dian-ing FIR songs...
whilst me n X jus sat there n take food in to eat
and and WoKeYi rocks!!
see the mv super nice la!
sang until 'bout 11pm plus plus
caught the almost last train
b4 dajie came to fetch
waa pass driving sia can drive liao lo
budden drive rather carefully,i dun like..

ehh oh ya!
its like CNY lo
and we like only have two pathetic days off!
as in like within these two pathetic days
we have to do stupid assignment like siao
and and and and we just got the lame studio project briefing
the crazy project plus portfolio that we need to complete
within three weeks which is no break aft we finish the core modules
ya!
now still left drawing,storyboard(stupid module),3D,and and
ANFUN(animation fundamentals)
ehh,some more now the studio project super heong
got CD cover design,poster design and a 'dunno how many page'
de animation,30 seconds..
kk imagine one pathetic second is like 24frames = 24 pieces of paper
= to 24 pieces of different drawings of a
RICE SACK...
ohwells,thank God for a nice air-con-ed location
called the library
so we're supposed to come out with like 5 different ideas within
the next 3 weeks in which we have to olso
finish drawing,storyboard,and 3D animation
WOW!!!
so *ahem*(clears throat) cool right?
yaya very cool
have u seen anyone who does homework on new year's day
first day of new year and second day of new year?
ehh jus help me pray for dad tt he wun take away the mordem
that was my only source of motivation
tt prevented me from like doing my homeworks..
lets see,
i have
1. screen sketch
2. storyboarding(alot alot alot)
3. drawing (2309243581 faces plus perspective drawing)
4. study for path animation and do animations..
5. 5 set of ideas for jumping rice sack
waa siao lei
this is called DMD-ians' chinese new year
aiya dun go out la hor
stay at home and do homework okie?

kk time for tag replies...
to 77 : okie u2u2 jiayous!!thanks for tagging...
to singyee : ehh i got no exams de,but anw,thanks for teh encouragement...
u jiayou olso ah...

cui

2009-01-17T00:35:00.003+08:00

i felt tt it was all a waste of time

this is like the 2345678975643234213rd time i stayed up K.O.ing

and not finishing homework,budden sleeping only like

1plus pathetic hour!!!

i had:

-muruku(in the last time primary school lunchbox)
-autumn in my heart soundtrack

-nice ppls to eh-company ma :p

so i jus choing lo

then 'bout 5.30,liddat,dunno zhun nort,i KO lo

cos like me room like got no clock de so dun ask me ah

thank u thank u...

see?even pipi was there to wei wo da qi

eeee,im being bhb liaos...

anw,ehh something random happened,shall not mention here..

RANDOM LA!!!

k la i dunno okie...

omg omg i got so mannnyyyy stupidddd asssSAAAIIIIIments to hand in

NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!

its like

SIAO CAN?

see la,they say this sem wun larm everything together la

i almost went to the DMD booth

nono,i feel like gg to the DMD booth and tell all the

graduates not to apply for this stupid course

is like killing ppl la

either promote it as 'nice' or not very very nice

hmm,lets see

oh!

Chinese New Year is coming u noe?

siao lei, chye wad nese wad ear

studio project coming lo

walao eh,now week 14,nono week 15 liaos

i wished week 15 nvr came,i wished it nvr ever gna hei-pen

I CANNOT BE A GOOD ZZ la...

i thought telling the truth was gg to be okie

i thought that it was better than bluffing

after telling the truth i kinda regretted

why did i get so stupid why wun i just bluff?

got marks lei u noe,y i so damn dumb?

y cant i jus get everything right?

when u knew tt everything was going to be alright

it jus sucked,yep!

sometimes i jus wished wadeva u said was true

swick

2009-01-15T03:22:00.000+08:00

i dun feel like doing anything now
i tink im like damn bad
i din do anything at all!!!!
yep,curse me screw me kill me and scold me
i m super sick,i got
flew,calloffff,a bit feeeewer,and headache
so i skipped school tdy(as in ytd)
mayb olso cos i din wan to see snow queen and get frozen
my poor bed kana stolen by assss-lwinnn again
thank God for the super cold wind tt kept blowing
all the papers flew like dunno what
i tot not gg for digi class meant tt next week jus pass up
then can le
in the end chris called say tt need go see b4 afterward on friday
omg!!siao lei means i need to finish
598329837+3o098245 pages of drawing n digi 50% done
by FRIDAY!!one word!
DIE!!!pls chop of my hands so i have an excuse to not do the work
i spent abt like 2 to 3 hours looking for shattered glass
ehh,as in the pictures of shattered glass for teh asSAIment 2
nvr go see dog-ter(docter) so bo mc
then attendance will sit roller coaster,go all the way from good to worse
skipped bad even la,haix,hated myself for doing that
kk i tink i go koon liaos
i teeekarmed for stoart
i tink cannot teekarm for anfun ltr
4pm lei,and i gna die soon!!!siao liao!!
imylaitwyn?
yup and and,dunno y
this year IM is full house
me n C was super high
we were like YESH MAN!!!
like bo nang 1 2 go ANI
then like praying tt they'll grant everybodi their wishes
so tt ANI wun have so many peepearl
yay!
iwishiwish....tt i_______(please fill in the blanks if u noe teh answer)
thank u very much :p

2009

2009-01-08T02:45:00.001+08:00

ehh,kk shall post a super lag post..
2008,was eh... _____________ year
it was a year of black n white
black refers to the happy moments and white refers to the sad moments
ehh..

white = 60%
and black = 20%
omg!maths FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!

the rest of 20% is idunnowadtoputforit
hee..lets go by month okie...
wait wait,this is gna to be eh super duper long post
please do not waste yr precious time reading
hurry hurry press the esc button.....

kk i start i start..
2008 was the year tt
-i got into DMDnyp
-i knew more ppls
-something happened,nono,a lot thing hei-penned
-i slacked for abt 4mths
-i became stupid
-i watched the most taiwanese dramas
-i din really sleep properly
-i learnt two very important words, CUI and kayyyy-oooooo(K.O)
-i got a CUI dpa :p(jus smile n tell yrself its quite high,then slap yrself n say shuddup)
-i dunno still got wad liao

i realised tt ppl changed alot from a to z,from one to infinity...arghh,kk im talking nonsense,i realised tt is like,and like...
ya la!y say something when you'll do another,ps:and im not talking bout u,forget tit,i dunno wad im talking about liao..

i jus keyed in speeeeccciiaallllllisatioooonnnnnnn fourrrrr nwext earrrr and my stupid box dun wanna fold and yjs sux,go ask him,he'll not tell u.....im a useless person,tt does nth right,alamak, jus tell me, "L_____,yr drawing sux,please not take ___ next year,and tt i cant draw,jus cant make it...wait i show u my storyboarding,super cui,1 n a half pages of planning tt went down, push the button and flush it down the toilet bowl......currently listening to DJ Boonie songs,thank u sista!!ashlwinnnnnn,thank u childish,for sleeping on my bed,so i can continue closing my box, im currently trrying to cllllllrrooooseeeeeeeee deh stupid box,animation is NOTNICE,NOTNICe, NOTNIce,NOTNice,NOTnice,NOtnice,Notnice,notnice,nooooooooooootttttttttttttttttttniiicccccee, nvr evr bween nwice...

thank u for those words,it rly moved me..

:p

2008-12-26T22:59:00.002+08:00

ahlos eweryboorrdi...
im bac from a superb holiday!
19th to 25dec '08
5days in malaysia!!!!

2 days in KL,
shopping,swimming,sleeping, TimEs squAre,
for the first time,rode a train in.....
super cool,itellu,toilet is straight onto the tracks(ewww,lenice u 'wery disgusting lei!)
super mini canteen in one cabin = chips,spagetti,maggi mee,milo
seats is like some 5star bus..
halfway through dunno y electricity kana lost or sumting
so door through cant access to next cabin,aircon offed..

3 days @────→▼

pAngk0r islAnd resort!!

-pure beach sand,super fine
-coconut trees
-water sports
-swimming
-seafood
-snorkelling

so......day 2 @ PIR

some market tt sells their own 'giam he' (teochew)
big octopus fake la....
then there was this wall tt had super detailed drawings
like the one beeeel0w....

(click to see larger image)
too bad like their drawings were like sort of like faded..
teh bus uncle say its 'lao gu dong', but nice wad
so i took teh picture ;p

(super cool sign at resort,it says 'panda crossing')

we had super cool stuff
steamboat buffet,pool side lunch
went snorkelling with some super cool 'speed big boat'
teh boat de uncle took us out
caught a sea cucumber,tt gave out white stuff like a spider
learnt some super cool stuffs..
held a sea urchin,but din get stung
teh uncle taught us how to deal with a sea urchin's sting

it was then tt i saw
God's Wonderful Creation!!!!!!!
only if u put the sea urchin in water,will its beautiful eyes come out
and its got super nice BLUE SPOTS!!!
aww so chio sia...

anws,came bac only on 25th mornin' at 5 plus gg 6am
was like good mornin' merry christmas
hee,slept for like 1 plus hour at home,cos the coach
kept stopping in teh middle of teh night!!
like 1am stop
2.30am liddat stop
3.45am liddat stop again
then i forgot wen they stop again
cannot sleep la,so super super alert lo
mayb cos im used to like sleeping at 3ams
wee,thank God for the good training in sem1 Amen :D
cos 9.30am got service...
sermon was good, thank God i din koon
(walao,how can u koon during service? *shakes head*)
went for super nice lunch :p
then rafflesCT for walk shopping
cos got crowd,so nvr buy the queue like anaconda liddat long
long n scary,go everywhere need squeeze
met cousins there
went home sleep then sky n famolelee came
celebrated sky's birthday,surprised planned by *ahem*
ya,actually dunno who plan de la...

haix,so whole holiday nvr touch hw
planned for JIE's birthday like shwit
went for mime practice to lang fei shi jian
nonononononononono,is shld be to relax,get away from hw
something tt u shld try if u dun feel like doing hw
hmm,nono,dun learn dun learn,i sux at this...
:(
one word,shing's fav word,shing uh borrow awhile k?
yup,and teh word is
CUI!!!
kkkk,i tink i better start on STOART b4 i kana
killed by C!!!ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
happy boxing day ppl!
hope u enjoyed boxing ppl tdy!!
tag b4 u leave okie?
thank u uh...

the pAthEtic

shweet

:(

itsall

getitoveranddonewith

-end-

title?wad title?!

becauseItWasNeverBeenUsedOnMeBefore...

closure?

living without living with

Re : to whom it may matter?

Like Eagles - Don Moen

week 5

week4ed

week4,on the way...

thank you:)

uh..

hellos?

lastOfTheLast

:D (with the widest smile)

:x

p0rtDicks()n:D

oh-vee-eeee-are-rerrrr!!!

*lastweeklastweeklastweek!*

thank God:D

questioned?

l()st

im sorrie i cant find a better title for this:(

tots

circlesight

if

last and ever last:(

:x

oh no!!

slack!

:(

04052010

overoverandDone with

lalalaleleleeee

firep0()f!!

ashpeesSHOWCASE!

flood post :p

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hellos:(

nice poem

twenty ten

weeet-numb

seeeohhh

crap!

untitled

after 23456687653321434 days,im here to post :p

shwits!

holidays...

our

achromatic

:p

Lucky - Ashily

lala~

weeee

ijuswantedtosleep

1st

superrrrrr sian

superrrr tired

okie

disgusting

outing :p

lame!

bleh!

dedicated to ESYL

dedicated to ALAL :D

dedicated to GNSL :p

knsknsknsknskns!!

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